❌ Marks the Spot

Chapter Two

Destiny′s POV

I put on my earnings and step out the rest room I was thinking of covering my bump with some foundation but who cares is not like I already don't get bully. I'm extra early today don't want to get chub around now do I. I made my way to my door grabbing my backpack on my way, Yes I still use backpacks while more than half of the girls popularity use purses, I open my door and close it slowly behind me so my mom won't wonder where I'm going so early in the morning.

I went down the stairs, once I reached the last step I grab the keys of the house from the counter. I unlock the door as quietly as possible and step out as soon as I saw it wide enough for me to fit through. The warm air immediately embracing me, I lock the door and started walking. It was still pitch dark, but I know my way to my second home after all I been going there for like 2 years now.

I cross the road not even worrying about looking for any cars, because at this time almost everyone is still sleeping.
And if a car appears out of the blue and runs me over, I be thankful instead of Mad or upset because she/he did me a big favor.
I'm about 20 minutes away from my house and about 2 minutes away from my favorite place. The safety of my house is as save as my favorite place. Well I least I think is safe enough.

I continue walking turning left, I smell the familiar air and open the door making a "Ding" sound so the workers could know they have a new costumer, only I'm not new.
I went to the same place I always sit at and immediately Alicia came over.

"Hey Des, want the same as Usual?"
I smile,
"Yes Ali, the same please."

she smile back and left towards the back of the cafeteria, to place my order. Alicia came back 15 minutes later with my order on her hands skillfully walking towards my table. The sight made my stomach growl loudly.

"Whoa there Des very hungry today aren't you."
always am,
"Yup very."

She place my food on the table and my juice next and left afterward. I grab the fork and started eating my eggs and bacon eagerly, I took a sip of my orange juice swallowing slowly so I don't choke.

30 Minutes Later

It was now 7:30 a.m. and school starts at 9:30 a.m. I'm so glad this is my last year at "Staples High School" because honestly this bullying is driving me crazy, and insanely tired! I don't know what to now, I mean harming myself didn't work (obviously) changing the way I dress didn't work either so I honestly don't know what will honestly!

To tell on them will only make things worse, I mean I try once and things got out of hand. They actually brought a knife a fucking K-N-I-F-E, for me to cut myself in front of them till they thought it was enough blood loss. The bastards didn't even flinch at all. I remember I went home that day and just thought about how stupid I am to still be here in this world with people who don't even like me at all. I wrote my first suicide note to my mom it read;

"Dear Mother, by the time you have read this I'm already in very deep sleep but I just wanted to tell you Thank You. I'm saying Thank You because you brought me into this world who couldn't accept my weirdness or my personality. Mom thank You soo much but I'm sorry to say I wasn't strong enough I just couldn't go on people just hated me for me I couldn't say anything without someone just making a rude comment about it. I'm sorry I try mom I try being like you Strong, Beautiful, Happy and all those good flawless things about you. But I stop once I realize I wasn't EVER going to be like you I was NEVER going to be successful like you. I'm sorry because I know this is going to affected you in a bad way but I just couldn't mom I couldn't do it no more. There's always this question in my mind "Why couldn't I just be like The Cool Kids" please tell the cops I forget them and that they don't need to be punished because they were right on everything that they said about me is true, "I do waste peoples Oxygen."
-Forever In my heart, Des.