"Whats your name son?" The principle asked me. I was new to this school and i didn't feel as... Right as i did at my old school.
"I-i'm Niall... Niall Horan." I stuttered. I happen to stutter when im nervous. So far.. So good.
"Welp! Heres your schedule and you'll be on your way. Mrs.Kary! Take Niall to his first room please!" A skinny woman with bright red lip stick and a buisness suit came out. She guided me to my first class which was... -gasp- MATH! Im kind of a... Nerd. At least thats what people called me.
I walked in and everyone stared at me. My face turned bright red and i instantly looked towards the floor. I hated public attention... "Hi! Im Mr.Stynch! You could go and sit by.." He thought for a little bit. I was hoping he would sit me by myself. "You could sit by Mr. Talkative Irwin over there!" A boy with light brown hair Looked towards me. He was... Attractive... But people like him or anyone wouldnt fall for someone like me...
"Oh c'mon Mr.Stynch! You know you love my voice" Irwin winked at the now blushing teacher... Did i mention this was a Gay Community High School?? I sat down next to the 'beloved' Irwin and opened my blank notebook getting right to work. I felt something nudge me on my ribs. I looked towards Irwin and rose my eyebrow. "Im Ashton... Nice to meet you.." He looked at my paper "Niall? Yea! Nice to meet you Niall!" I giggled and nodded.
"Nice to meet you to Ashton..." I looked back at the notes we were taking and instantly i knew this wasnt a bully free zone as i got hit with a paper ball that read nerd. Am i really that nerdy??
I looked back and seen a group of -of course- boys snickering and laughing. Im already insecure as it was. And them laughing at me wasnt helping... At all. Ashton looked at me as i brought my sleeves down more. He had this concerned look on his face. I looked at him and i waved it off. Ashton looked behind me and gave the boys stern looks. I smiled a bit... But i shouldn't get used to it knowing that ashton just met me. He could turn on me at anytime... Just like everyone else did at my old school. "Hey... Niall... W-why'd you pull down your sleeves?" Ashton asked. I didn't even answer. I just shook my head and looked towards the floor. "How about we get caught up at lunch yea?" I nodded and continued my work.
-30 minutes later-
Class was over and i was now on my way to English. To be honest, English is the only subject i don't like. I hate it!
On my way there, i seen Ashton and a group of his friends talking. He eyed me up and down and scoffed. I was instantly hurt. That's why i tell myself don't get to attached... I knew he would turn on my anyway...
I looked down to floor already tears in my eyes. First friend i ever had and he already turned on me. I looked up and seen Ashton running towards me worried. I froze... I couldn't move... Maybe he's now my bully.
Instead he did something that shocked me. He hugged me. "Niall! Im sorry please don't cry! I was joking! I swear!" This made my tears go away. I finally have a friend that cares for me.
I was almost late to class so i had to run. Luckily i made it on time and to my surprise, i had Ashton in that class to. He looked at me and gave me a warming smile.
He wouldn't do that if he knew how openly gay you were
My subconscious was rude sometimes but... I guess it was right. I was one of those people who wouldn't wear normal clothes as other people (SHOUT OUT TO the-beatles FOR THIS IDEA I LOVE YOUR WORK! IM SORRY IF YOU CONSIDER THIS COPYRIGHT AND IF IT IS THEN PLZ NOTIFY ME TO CHANGE IT!!!)
I was... Different. And when Ashton finds out... He would leave. He would think I'm weird and leave. Like they all do... "HEY LOOK AT THE NERD!!"
"HE SO WEIRD!"
