Ashton:
I seen Niall walk out the school. He looked as if he was crying and i wanted to run for him and just hug him and comfort him. He doesn't deserve to cry like the way he was leaving school. Heck! He shouldn't be crying at all!
Ni: hey ash im sorry about earlier... I just had to leave so many things are going on...
Ash: are u ok?! Im coming over now!
I texted him back before going to my car. I can't help but worry. What's wrong with him?? Is everything OK??? Omg what if he hurts hisself!! I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for not being there for him.
Niall's POV:
After I seen that Ashton was coming over, I started to panic. I didn't want him to see me like this. Depressed and heartbroken isn't really a good "style" for me. When I'm like this, I trash everything. So let's just say there's a lot of glass on the floor. Some has blood some doesn't. But that's only because I punched my mirror. So my knuckled are busted and I know that if Ashton seen my knuckles, he would worry even more and probably lecture me like how every therapist in the past did. I hated when people did that! They say that they understand and they know how I feel but they don't!! I feel empty! But 1 person used to change that and that was harry. But he played me. He played me like no one else has and that hurt. A lot.
*knock knock knock*
"NIALL OPEN!!! PLZ OPEN!!!!" I heard Ashton from my room. I walked slowly downstair. I didn't want him to see the mess and my messed up knuckles. "Niall hurry!!" I opened the door to a crying Ashton.
"I'm so happy your ok!!!" He said squeezing me. I laughed awkwardly because tbh I'm not ok...... If you get my drift....
"Uh yea... Ok right.." Ashton let go of me and looked me in the eyes.
"What do you mean your not ok?!" He asked. I looked at him and I shrugged. He then looked and my arms and pulled up my sleeves. There were cuts everywhere. Tears started running down his face and he pulled me into a hug again.
"Niall you listen to me right now! I don't ever ever ever want you to do this again. Your so wonderful and you have so many people who love you. I love you, harry loves yo-" I scooted back and cut him off.
"NO HE DOESNT ASHTON! HE LEFT ME! HE LEFT JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DID AND WILL DO! I HAVE NO ONE TO BE HERE FOR ME AND LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO! YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND! YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELA TO BE SO STRESSED AND TO TRY TO BE PERFECT! ITS HARD ASH!! ITS REALLY HARD!!!" I yelled. I was now sobbing really hard. Ashton hugged me really tight then we just fell to the floor. We sat there and I hid my face in his chest. We layed back still on the floor. We laid there in silence and it was driving me crazy.
"Ashton can I ask you a question....."
"Ashton" I look up to see him asleep. He looks like an angel. Like if he was sent down to me. But I thought about something that I never wanted to admit to myself,
"Ashton.... I think I love you"
( so I decided to update today lol I haven't in a while anyway. I need a cover tho. Send me some in my Kik :Lovsesya)
