I Still Don't Get It

Fear

I'm scared
I'm scared to die ,as much as I want to sometimes I still go to sleep with faith that tomorrow I'll wake up even though I know tomorrow is going to be just like today I still have hope, Hope for a better day , Hope for change , Hope for some sort of difference.

I'm scared to live my life well I'm scared of judgement, scared of truly embracing who I am.. I have always wanted freedom not really understanding what it is ... I guess I'm wiser now "Freedom is when we let go of who we are supposed to be and embrace who we truly are " .. and it's harder than it sounds.

I'm scared
Scared to give my heart to people,to fall in love, trust and to be loved.
Maybe it's because the actually fear around this is that oneday I'll be unhappy every obstacle life gives me does nothing but tear me apart, that's because I love hard and trust easily , which does nothing but hurt me in the end and that's what I truly fear