Self Made Poetry 2

When You Call

You call me up saying you just wanted to say hey.

Going through the motions as always. "how you been?"

"Hows your day?"

Then comes what im not ready to hear.

"Rose i got something i need to say."

But im not ready to hear the words your about to say.

I don't know what i want.

So i run away.

I say "let me call you back in a bit."

But i do know, I'm always thinking of you.

We been though so much and it always comes back to me and you.

Im so terribly afraid I'll hurt you.

Afraid i don't give you what you need.

My heart bleeds still in some pain.

Regretting i gave my heart away.

Saddened they cant feel the same way.

But your still always there for me.

Always my one sure thing.

Ready with a hug.

Bringing me a mug of tea first thing in morning.

We got this long story.

But we tried all this before.

Our happy ever after turned into a horror story.

But you know me, i love gory.

I love you.

I really do.

Probably more then i did before.

All i can say is that i don't know what will happen.

But i do need time.

Need to fix all this chaos of mine.

Then, maybe then, I'll be able to listen to what you have to say.

But not today, for now i can only ask, cant we just stay the way we are?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Do not repost, edit, or copy my poetry. It belongs to me.

Feel free to post your opinion and thoughts on my poem.