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by BisayangWriter

by BisayangWriter

You wrote a poem
And she's still
The subject
I read every words
And I can feel
All the sadness

I feel like a fool
Believing you're over it
And so I write a poem
With you as the subject

I thought it's unfair
When everything
I write is all about you
But no matter how I try
In your heart
I'm just number two

Pierce my heart with lies
And you'll never know how I bleed
'Cause I smile like it's nothing
And I don't mind if I did

Honey, I'd give all my love to you
But it seems like it's nothing
'Cause you still want her for you

I don't know what to do, tell me
What should I do?

Should I leave you
Like How she did,
And make myself suffer
'Cause I don't want it to end

Or should I continue this madness
Until I lose every drop
of red ink on my chest
And maybe go numb
'Cause I'm getting used to this sadness