My whole life...
Is a full of shit...
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(Beating up someone noises)
"Goddamit brat, after we had you my whole life went down to the drain!"
That time I lost all my respects to the adults
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(Slap, slap, slap)
"I realy wondered why you are still alive
That time I lost the feeling of familial love
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(Water splashes)
"I like this look of you since it look like more a piece of dogshit than an actual human"
(Laughing noises in the background)
"Good joke my man, oh wait it actually isnt a joke since it might be actually be one, which makes it more funnier!"
(More boisterous laughing noises in the background)
This time I lost my values about what human life really is...
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"You actually thought I am your friend?"
(Kick in the face)
"Well, let me tell you something"
He pulled my hair up just to let me see his snickering face.
"I never once thought you as a person anyway."
I was frustated to know that this time I don't know who to trust anymore
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"Sorry kid since you saw me might as well to kill you, no big deal."
(Thump!)
I tried to reach my hand to her but it was shaking as slowly I am losing control of my arm.
"Sor....ry....gra....nd.....m......a..."
I don't know what to feel anymore...
This... is too much painful for me to bare.....
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I look around the place as I am unfamiliar which is strangely enough that I am also familiar to this place.
Conflicted about killing myself or not.
So I finally decided to walk around to familiarize myself in this strange place.
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"Please."
I look at her with my whole body covered in blood.
A silver haired girl who looks around the age of 7 or 8.
Who's is clearly afraid of me from how her body is shaken up from fear.
But her face tells a different story as it's fulled of determination.
"Become my tool."
Her body seems wanted to run away right now but her mind seems made up a decision as it was force to stop in its track.
"A tool for my revenge."
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I wondered...
(Screams in the background)
I really want to know...
(Explosions sounds in the background)
What emotion...
"Kukuhahahha" (A sinister laugh)
Am I...
"I am sorry...." (a voice that is almost a dying whisper)
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A Dull Journey
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