Tae
I looked out at the audience and that familiar fear passed through me. I think that it always does in the brief seconds before it begins, before any one starts anything. From the first note, the fear is silenced, and there is only the music. I know this, I control it. I send it out filled with energy and emotion to the audience, and it comes back to me. There is the thrill, the ecstasy, as I give to the crowd and the crowd gives back to me. I feel it, the wonder and the passion that I build in them, and take it back within me. It is a circuit of energy, building and flowing between us, the audience and me. There's power in it all, wonder, and beauty.
My first ever Grammy performance had ended and the lights had fell, I had felt like I had just given the performance of my life. This was me. This was it. I belonged here.
"T you killed it!" "Omg that was amazing!" "Well done kiddo" as I exited off the stage I was immediately bombarded by the praise of my close friends, team and other celebrities that had been backstage. This was so surreal.
"Girl you were amazing, I think this was one of your best performances yet" Camila one of my best friends continued to praise me as we made our way to the dressing room that had kindly been set up for me.
"It felt like I had something to prove you know" I managed to breath out as I was still out of breath from singing my damn heart out.
"Well you definitely did girl, I'm proud of you" Mia chimed in as she made herself comfortable on the sofa that was centred in the middle of the room.
"Thank you guys, you know how much it means to me that you guys are here with me."
"No need to thank us girl, you know we're always here for you" Camila spoke with her mouth stuffed with snacks that were displayed on the table in the far corner of the room.
"Oh my gosh girl can you not talk with your mouth full like that, it's so nasty!" Mia complained whilst she threw one of the cushions at Camila's head "Ow! There's no need to be throwing damn cushions, I've been hungry all damn day." Camila groaned.
I playfully rolled my eyes and chuckled, I seriously would not know what to do without this two girls in my life. "Whatever just close you damn mouth next time" Mia retorted
"Tee have you heard from Justin at all" Mia asked as she began to text on her phone. She's always on her damn phone I swear she's like addicted to it.
"No. not a word" I sighed sadly as I ran my fingers through my long curly locks.
"I can't believe he wouldn't even try and contact me, like this is a big night for me and he should be here supporting me" I said as I increasingly began to get upset.
I mean Justin and I have been together for about few months now and it's been pretty rough, we have had a roller-coaster of a relationship to say the least sometimes we're amazing and the next well... we basically ripping each other's heads off, you could say that's where he got the idea for his damn song. I love Justin and I know he loves me but he keeps messing about and I'm just not here for that. Ever since he's been getting into trouble and the media has been on his ass, it's all just contributed to the stress that I have to deal with. We're an interracial couple which his fans do not seem to approve of, we both have hectic schedules and not to mention the thots he's been linked in the media everything is just driving me completely, crazy I just can't deal with this.
"He's dead wrong for that, how you not supporting your girl on one of the biggest days of her career. Like common son" Camila said as she joined Mia on the couch.
"He's going through a lot right now" I defended like I always do
"Yeah I understand that but he can't even send a damn text or call like wtf he's your boyfriend Tee, he's meant to be supportive" Camila continued diss Justin up and down.
She's always in defence mode when it comes to Justin and I's relationship because you could say he doesn't have the best track record and she just doesn't want to see me get hurt again, neither does Mia. I sighed knowing that she was right.
"Uhh Tee check TMZ real quick..." Mia interrupted as she glanced at me worryingly.
"Why" I asked as I increasing began to get nervous, what the hell it is now. The last time I checked TMZ I saw Justin all over another bitch in some club with his idiotic friends, let me tell you shit went down that night.
"Just check it now". I did what I was told and low and behold history has repeated itself. "This motherfucker has the nerve" I spoke through gritted teeth as I dashed my phone across the room, you could say I have a short temper when it came to Justin but that would be an understatement.
"Tee calm down, he's seriously not worth it" Mia said as she tried to calm me down
"She's right Tee just relax" Camila agreed just calmly, they could both tell I was ready to fuck someone up.
"You know what you're right. I'm fucking done with him."
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Mine | J.B | Interracial
Fanfiction"You play too many games Justin. I'm over it." "You're not even trying to hear me out... please baby, you belong with me. You're mine." - Tae-Marie Willams & Justin Bieber struggle with the pressures of being a young couple in hollywood.
