Let him go (colton) im5

every time i close my eyes

Coles POV

i cant bear the pain the funeral was the last time i could see him. He lay in the coffin skin ice cold and a slight blue colour, i wanted to see those beautiful blue eyes but they were closed. I lay a black rose in his closed hands, they told me it wasnt traditional but Dalton wasnt like that he was different. There was a note attached to the rose and it read 'fly away hero'.

I try to sleep but, i cant i stayed at gabes for a while, while his parents were out of town.

Gabes POV

I miss Dalton alot but im so worried about Cole, he is staying with me for now but he wont sleep. He keeps telling me that dalton is keeping him up. Naturally i thought he just missed Dalton but im not so sure now. He told me to tell Dalton to stop talking and go home i didnt want to break it to cole again that daltons gone.

Coles pov

He sits beside me and comforts me i know he is gone, but he's not. I wake up and see him by the door with that adorable smile that i love and he holds out his hand for me to take but as he turns to me i see one side of his face all bloody. He turns to me nods and whispers 'forever' then he looks up to the ceiling and screams in pain. I cant stop it, i feel like somethings keeping him here but i cant let him go. I can never love some one like i love him and i cant forget him, the way he laughs and smiles and how he used to blush when we kissed and he cared for all of us. Or when him, will and david would bake for us and then we would watch batman or spiderman.

How can some one go on after losing their love, I feel like giving up sometimes but i dont feel like he is gone he is always watching. My angel.

AUTHORS NOTE

thanks for all the feedback. I never expected you guys to be so kind and to actually enjoy the story. Sorry for any heartbreak. I love you guys merry christmas xx