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Mairi

so this has some suicidal shit so read at ur own risk😙✌🏻

- xoxo author

recap

kairi's point of view

i was crying in my bedroom because my anxiety and depression are kicking in.
i'm in love with my bestfriend but he'll never feel the same way.
he's not gay kai and you know that, maybe if you killed yourself he'd be better off without you. he doesn't need you and he never did you're always annoying him. you're the worst friend ever kai he hates you. maybe you should kill yourself-...

just then i started too get a ft call... from mattia.
i cleaned myself up quickly and answered the call
(m- mattia and k- kairi)
m- hey kai *sees kairi with puffy eyes* what's wrong bubba?
k- yeah *sniffles* i'm fine just my allergies kicking in.
m- okay you sure?
k- yea i'm sure, thanks tho.
m- no problem. anyways, i was gonna ask if you wanted too hang with me and the boys?
think kairi think he really doesn't want you there don't annoy him more than you already do.
k- no imma just stay home today thanks tho.
m- okay bye kai
k- bye mattia
i ended the call and went too my bathroom. i looked in the mirror and my hair was a mess, my face was all red a puffy, i looked disgusting. why would mattia ever want too be with you looking like that. you should make yourself look better. or you should just end it and make mattia's life a whole lot easier.

end of pov

kairi went into his bathroom drawer and pulled out a razorblade. he pulled up his sleeve and started cutting lines on his left arm. he cut about 7-10 cuts on each wrist. he filled the bathtub and settled inside. he started feeling dizzy and soon his vision started having black dots form, and before he knew it he was out.

mattias pov

something was up with kai. i've seen him be more distant lately and he's just not being himself. he looked like he was crying so something was up. his hair was all messy and his face was all puffy and he looked tired. i have this gut feeling something is wrong. i told the boys goodbye and got into my car on my way to kairis.

time skip

when i pulled in i ran out of the car and banged on the door

m- KAIRI OPEN UP ITS ME MATTIA
no answer
m- KAIRI COME ON ITS ME
still no answer
i opened the door too see it was unlocked. i heard the bath water running upstairs so i figured he was in the shower. but then water started coming from underneath the door. i pushed open the door too see my beloved kairi in the reddish water all bloody and passed out. i ran up too him and turned off the water and picked up kairi out of the tub. i carried him out the house and into my car. i hopped in my car and called the boys
group call with robert, roshaun, mattia, alejandro, and alvaro
all except mattia- wassup guys
m- meet me at wilson hospital right now
the guys- why
m- ill explain when u get there
the boys- ok
i hung up and ran kairi into the hospital.
m- HELP! SOMEBODY MY FRIEND SLIT HIS WRIST PLEASE HELP ME!
nurses grab a hospital bed and rush kairi into the hospital. i tried too go with them but one of them stopped me.
n- sir i'm gonna need you too stay in the waiting room so we can get this man cleaned up.
m- ok
time skip 29 minutes

i was sitting in the waiting room bouncing my leg up and down waiting for an update on kairi when suddenly i got tapped on the shoulder. i turned too the boys and i started too cry.
alvaro- hey hey hey hey it's gonna be okay where is he?
mattia- hes *sobs* in surgery too stop the bleeding *sobs even harder*
alejandro- what happened
i explained everything and they were all shocked.
roshaun starts crying
roshaun- why would kai do this and how did i not see it.
alejandro- we should've seen it coming like he's been so distant and so sad recently.
alvaro- my olaf he- he- he hurt himself *starts going into hysterics*
alejandro- hey hey hey hey it's gonna be ok. he's gonna be ok
alvaro- he better bc he's my bestfriend and i can't lose him
they sit in the waiting room some crying while the others just wait for the doctors too come. you may ask "where are his parents?" and "why aren't they here?" well he moved out of his parents house and moved closer too the boys.
time skip 3 hours
i was starting too fall asleep when the doctor called out for us.
d- family of kairi cosentino?
m- that's us
d- he's gonna be fine, we managed too stop the bleeding but if he were too of been in that water any longer he would've died.
m- thank you thank you so much
d- ur welcome and he's in room 309 right down the hall
m- thanks
me and the boys start walking too his room when all of a sudden i don't hear footsteps anymore. i turn around too see the boys had stopped.
m- what are you guys waiting for come on
ale- i think you should go first we will visit tommorow
m- ok
i started running. 305, 306, 307, 308, 309 there we are. i walked in and sat next too kai. he had bandages around his wrist, monitors and needles connected too him, and he was sleeping.
end of pov
mattia stared in awe at the sleeping kai. his feminine like features, small plump lips, fluffy dark brown hair, his rosy cheeks. he sat there for so long he fell asleep.
kais pov
i woke up and then light blinding me. i covered the lights and got used too the room. i looked around too see a tall figure sitting beside me... mattia. i started crying feeling ashamed of what i did. his eyes were all puffy and red, his face looked all puffy and gloomy. i started sobbing, i should've just died why didn't he leave me too die. the tall figure started too wake up when he looked around his eyes met mine. his eyes became glossy and he got up and wrapped his arms around me.
m- i'm so glad you're okay
k- i'm so so so so sorry. i'm so sorry for being a disappointment and i'm so sorry for being so annoying all the tim-
i didn't even get too finish my sentence before his lips were on mine. they moved in sync and it was slow and passionate. after a few seconds he pulled away.
m- i'm sorry i shouldn't have done that-
but i cut him off by grabbing his neck and pulling our heads together until our lips collided with one another. we started slow but then it turned too making out. his tongue pressed against my bottom lip asking for permission, i granted him permission and his tongue connected with mine. we fought eachother for dominance and he soon won. he wondered my mouth and i took my hand and slid it up too his hair gently pulling on it making him let out a low moan. after a few minutes we both pulled away for some air. his eyes met mine and he smiled.
m- you don't know how long i've been waiting too do that
k- then i guess ur not the only one...

authors note
how do u feel about this like is it good, is it bad like what do u think and give me ideas too
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