That girl Kiki

Waking up

I grumbled as I woke up face down on my keyboard. The keys having made indents on my face overnight, ouch! It felt like a horror show as I manually unstuck each key from my face. The skin becoming red as the sound of peeling was the only sound in my small room. By the end of it, I had the whole alphabet on my face, nice one alphabet boy

I looked around my room. The sunlight blasting in my eyes giving me the feeling that I have never seen the sun before. My eyes landed at my laptop screen remembering last night like it was clear as day but then I remember seeing black after seeing...seeing that. Was it true? Honestly, Google can sometimes not be true, but it seemed so real. It was the answer to all my problems right in front of my face. But it didn't cure me it just gave me a reason, a reason that gave me more problems and even more questions

I feel like crying and laughing at the same time. I mean who even am I?! I know I am a person but..but a person isn't supposed to have a monster living inside their body! But this can all be fake, it can all be in your head after all! Ok no- just no. I'm so done honestly for Christmas this year I want a chess war, not a head war, it's giving me a headache. Can I just feel like I have no emotions for once so that all this craze can just brush by like an easy breeze

But nothing can go by like an easy breeze love, it has to get a bit rough at times ;)

AHHHHHHHH YOU RIPPED ME! Uh um...well you...no...uhhh...so..you...uhhhh

Oh, it was fun ;)

Stop stuttering love

So you made an appearance after how many hours? Hmmm, how decent of you. But can you be gone for just a few more hours, maybe a year or forever?

You know you need me, need me to answer that question of yours

Ok fine I do!

That's more like it sweet

Stop it with the pet names monster!

Never babe

EWWWWWW STOP IT!!

Now on to the question, am I real? Am I more than just a monster inside your head? Well, I live in your head babe, I'm well... I'm kinda stuck. Now that's all I'm telling you!

WHAT SERIOUSLY YOU-

"KIERA DEAR COME DOWNSTAIRS FOR BREAKFAST" Mother shouted from the kitchen

I snapped out of my trance and ran downstairs as fast as Usain Bolt. My mother looked at me with a look of disapproval at my pajamas as I had not gotten ready yet, hell I haven't even brushed my teeth

Mother folded her arms against her chest, giving me a serious look. "Go back upstairs and get ready you will have a protein bar for breakfast as you don't have much time. Don't think of coming back down if you aren't dressed and ready to go" She finished, pointing to the stairs

I huffed out in annoyance as I walked back up the stairs, making sure to make as much noise as possible. Looking at my closet I picked out a pair of blue skinny jeans to go with my favorite Ramones t-shirt. I got dressed and put my hair in a ponytail while walking to the washroom to brush my teeth. Hey I may be the future queen of multitasking, haha!!!

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*TIME SKIP TO AFTER BRUSHING TEETH CAUSE I'M LAZY

I ran out of the washroom, running down the stairs in a hurry. I wish time could go slower so that I could eat a proper breakfast and maybe watch some tv but right now that is all in my dreams. I grabbed my backpack. My mother already waiting for me at the front door with a protein bar in hand as I put on my shoes, tripping over the umbrella stand in the process, ouch!

Right now all have to do is tie my laces then i'm ready to go. Ok so bunny goes criss-crossed around the tree then jumps out the other side beautiful and bold, one down another one to go. I quickly did up my other shoe, quickly snatching the protein bar from my mother running as fast as I could out the door. I ran across the street not caring if there was any cars seeing the rush of people that were coming to school just as late as me

All the colors mixed together in a blur as I was running faster than Speedy Gonzales. People's heads took a turn as I broke through there little cliques. Some even having the nerve to shout at me as I ran by. I started to slow down once the form of the school started to appear, rushing through the crowds of people entering. There was a bunch of people whispering, some even looking sacred as a ghost. Nothing bad could be happening right? I pushed through a crowd of people to see what was going on.

Oh my God I could not believe my eyes!

Laying there on the school floor was**************************************

So this chapter is dedicated to my amazing teacher Mrs. Symonds who's husband is in the hospital recovering from heart attack. I would like to let you know that you are the most nicest person I have ever known and I will truly miss you. We are all worried for you and your husband. I know that you will probably never see this but here I am writing it anyways cause you deserve a whole story dedicated to you. Honestly you had to go through the hard time of explaining to me how to write dialogue. Without you my stories wouldn't be half as good. So please I would like to take the time to say thank you because again you are truly a angelic human being and you don't deserve half of what you are going through.

Ok the sappy note is over now on to my message! I just found out seconds ago that apparently I have a long lost cousin out there who was put up for adoption 35 years ago by the name of Michael. He was adopted into a American Catholic family. That's all I know but I would really like to meet him one day because for the longest time I thought I only had one cousin on my Dad's side but my parents don't mention these things until one day it just spills out of there mouths. That's how I found out my aunt was married three times and had a son from her first marriage on Christmas day when my mom asked my aunt how her son was doing. Btw if you are out there that's your bio dad's wife

Now this may be the longest note I have ever written but I have a lot of things to say. First and foremost this may be the longest chapter I have ever written at 857 words without counting this long a** note. Second I just got back from the dentist so my teeth hurt bad but that will not stop me from updating. Third, we may be getting a new cover *whispers. Forth, I am suffering from food coma right now cause I ate a lot of Jerk chicken and I thought it would be important to tell you that haha. Fifth, please go take a listen to that song by Manson! Last but not least I would really like to get this story to 300 views. That's all folks bye and i'll see y'all later byeeee