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Ariana POV-

I had cried myself to sleep last night. I am pretty sure Sean did too. I was laying in bed, when all of a sudden Sean passed. I got up and went to him. He went and sat in the living room. I sat close to him but not close enough that we are touching. I look him in the eyes. 

Ariana- "Sean. I am truly sorry. I should have never did that. I know I broke your heart, but we can fix it. Please Sean. This will never happen again. Last night I heard you crying and it broke my heart. I was truly broken Sean. I have never felt this way about a person ever, and I mean ever. I was dumb for what I did. Sean baby, I love you. I mean it when I say it, I love you."

Sean- "Ariana. You know I love you, but this isn't right. If you loved me you wouldn't have done that last night. You weren't drunk. You weren't on drugs. It was your own choice to do it. You hurt me more than anyone in my ENTIRE life. If you weren't over your ex then why would you date me? Why would you go to the party knowing you weren't over your ex and you KNEW he was going to be there?"

Ariana- "I wasn't thinking. Please Sean. I miss you. Even though it only has been a night, I miss being in your arms. I miss your sexual jokes. I miss kissing you. I miss waking up next to you. I miss that. Please Sean just take me back.

Sean- "Ariana I can't."

Sean POV-

I love Ariana, but she cheated on me. I can't have that. No matter how much I want her back in my arms, I can't. It is too much right now. The phone rings. I go and answer it, my parents say they moved with my grandma. They said I have the house to myself for awhile. I was acually kind happy because it meant Ariana and I could fuc.. Wait. Ariana cheated on me. I am not dating her. Well this sucks. 

~2 months later~

Sean POV-

Ariana was still living at my house. We are still not dating, but I see the way she looks at me and I can tell she wants me back. It's not going to happen so yeah. Tonight I was throwing a big party. Eveyrone was going to be there exept Naya and Jake, they were not invited. It was finally time for the party to start. The theme was Beach. I opened the door and there were some fine girls in bikinis. Then I went on the dance floor and one girl started just making out with me. I was like not right now, and left.

Then I went to get something to drink and Ariana was there. She looked amazing. She had thong  like bottoms and a cute top. The color was coral and it went very well with her skin. Her and I were friends again. We were friends and nothing more. I went up to her and told her she looked nice. She said I looked nice too. I could tell she was checking me out, I couldn't blame her. I mean I look good! I was wearing a nice red and black swim trunks, and no shirt! 

Then I went back to the dance floor. I could tell Ariana was close behind me. Then the DJ put on a twerking song. All the girls got a guy and started twerking on them. This random girl started twerking on me but she was fine so I didn't mind it. Then the song stopped. She got up and started making out with me. I started kissing back. Then I opened my eyes and saw Ariana. She was getting pissed.

I didn't care though. I wasn't dating her so it doesn't matter. Then this girl and I went back to my room. I am never the type of guy to just have sex with a random, but this girl was fine. Then we started to do it. About an hour later we came out. I found out her name was Taylor. For the rest of the party we stayed together. Then the party was over at 2 and everyone left. Execpt Taylor. We went back to my room and did it again.

Ariana POV-

Everyone was gone. I wanted Sean back so badly. I knew he couldn't say no to me in this swimsuit. At the party I didn't let any guys touch me. I didn't touch any guys. I went to room and got all pretty for Sean. I walked by his room, and could hear someone. It was not Sean. It was a girl and it sounded like moaning. The girl was moaning Seans name. He left his door open a little. I could see he and some girl were having sex. I got so mad and sad. I mean we aren't dating. I did the same thing to him but him and I were dating. 

I went to my room and just stared at the ceiling. Why does this have to be my life? I fucked up my chances with the love of my life. My mom kicked me out. I live with my ex that I still love. He is in the room fucking another girl. Gosh I fucked up so bad. Then I hear the front door open and close. Sean walkes to my room and says............

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