Grief

The door

It's been a week since the passing of my parents and tomorrow is the funeral. It takes time they say to move on. That's bullshit we never move on we just hide it in so nobody else gets hurt in the process. In not going to hide it in their my parents if I want to be sad I will if I want the world to know how I feel then so be it. I need rest so I'm guess I'm going to take a nap. I drifted off into a deep sleep and then I stated having a dream. I saw my family they couldn't speak but they were alive they were breathing then my sister started to point at something and it was a door. I had no idea what she wanted me to do the door was white and had a sea shell on it, it looked peaceful and calm. The door had my family's name on it and my sister started to push me to the door and gave me a gesture with her hand telling me to go in. I didn't want to go in I had no idea what would happen if I went in or if I could come out but she insisted and forced me in. I wasn't ready to say goodbye to my family yet so I ran to my parents and said "I love you and thank you for giving me life." I heard their voice it's like I unlocked something in their bodies cause I could hear them and they told me to enter the door and they loved me and I must move on. I went into the door and all of a sudden my body felt beautiful and heavenly like but sadly I wasn't in heaven the door let me to a beach I had no idea what was there but it seemed familiar as if I went on vacation there when I was little maybe. Somebody screamed my name and I turned around and it was a young girl about my age I had never seen her before but she knew my name and started walking up to me. I'm Allison she said she was beautiful I thought and blushed and I think she saw me. I asked "do you know me " she said yes but you don't know me. Well how do you know me then I asked, Allison said souls I met your soul when I died your spiritual one every human has one and while there waiting for their human body to die so they can collide as one they wait and go where ever they want and meet other souls and so happy you met mine. I'm sorry Allison but you sound crazy that's impossible. Your wrong Elija it's very possible and you will know when you die but your soul and me are very good friends I need your help Elija you are the only one who can help me and find my body but now it's time to go we will meet again my friend. Allison had vanished and I had no idea what had happened but I had waken from my dream and I knew it was real.