Be mine forever - Kairi Cosentino

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have you ever just felt like your not good enough?

it's sad knowing you cant express your feelings to anyone

that 'you' is me

at 3 am i would cry and talk to myself

al because of a dumb boy that i fell in love with

he promised to keep contact

i promised the same

he would always say "i'll stand by your side no matter what"

dont get me started with the memories we had together

us riding our bikes singing our song was the best feeling ever

now i ride my bike just to go to the our place where i throw rocks in the waters and lay down imagining what it would be like if you didnt move

oh gosh dont get me started when i cried in my bed room. i remember all those cards you gave me on my birthday and the last one was 3 years ago

when you came, everybody was saying happy birthday except you.

fuck i wish i would've known earlier not to get attached to you

but by now i'm numb to feelings thanks to you every time a guy cheats on me i dont feel shit just bcuz i've experienced worst

every night i would put on lie by NF and cry myself to sleep lol

thank for sticking around though

thank you for making me the happiest girl ever back then