Tantalizing |✔

CHAPTER 2

Aliza

Mortified.

That's what I'm feeling right now.
Only ten times worse.

Breaking up is like having the worst nightmare right after having the best dream and the hardest thing for me to do was walk away when I still had love in my heart for him.

I know it's pathetic of me to fall in love with him with only three months of dating, but I have the most gullible heart.

I tried to be bitter, tried to come off as strong ,but yet it didn't do me any good.

I should have ended it. My friends told me he was a toxic person but I didn't listen to them.

He treated me differently. He made me feel special,like the only girl on this planet.

Part of me still wants to go back to him. But the major part tells me to stay,to forget him. It constantly reminds me of the scene.

Anger bubbles inside me. I feel like punching someone. Breaking a thing or two. Anything.

"Hey,hey Liz. Here listen to me.Don't cry for that fucker. He didn't deserve you. He doesn't know what he lost just now."
I didn't even know I was crying until Jason points out.

"I'm an idiot."

"No you're not"

"Jason please get me an ice cream."

Luke bursts out laughing.
"Never underestimate her eating skills Jason."

I groaned
"Feels like my heart is being dragged out of my chest"

"I have an idea!" Jason says, his eyes lighting up

"What is that?"

" You know the time I was dumped by Emily."

"Yeah! He cried like a baby" Luke interjects.

Ignoring him,Jason continued
"I shouted at the top of my voice every single swear word I knew."

"In front of her!?" I asked appalled.

"In my bedroom,Liz" he sighed

"Oh! So that's why your voice was hoarse for a week" Luke exclaimed

"Yeah. But it worked for me. So you should try it too Liz."

I looked around.
We were currently at the beach,as this is the only place thats able to provide me with some peace.

"Ermm,Jay? Don't you its bad to swear in front of all these people?"

"Well technically it is but you need to blow off some steam."

"Ok" I took a deep breath.Then shouted "JOSH FUCKING DAVIS YOU ARE A SON OF A BITCH. YOU ARE THE BIGGEST PIECE OF SHIT I HAVE MET IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I HOPE YOU ROT IN THE DEEPEST AND DARKEST PART OF HELL.GOODBYE.I HOPE I DON'T MEET YOU EVER AGAIN."

All heads turned to look at me. Everyone single person gave me a disgusting look. Some even covered their children's ears.

All the blood rushed to my cheeks.
I groaned, covering my face with my hands.

Both of my friends burst out laughing.
"Remind me never to make you mad" Jason said wiping his eyes.

"Yeah. Remind me never to be on your bad side." It was Luke this time.

"Ugghhhh" I groaned in embarrassment
Hidding my face in my hands.

"Did it help?" Luke asks.

"Yeah it did help! Now I'm not feeling the urge to strangle someone."