Koishi lived a normal life. She had kind parents and was an only child. Until one day when she was 3 when she found out her mother was pregnant. Koishi didnt like that. She wanted her parents all to herself. On that same day she was watching TV and ended up watching something she should have. She saw a TV show with a man stabbing a woman. She then had an idea. What if her did the same thing? So one night she got a knife from the kitchen and thought, if she stabbed her belly the baby would go away. She failed tho. Her parents ended up waking up and were in shock. She got punished after that (dont worry it was nothing bad-). Months pasted and the baby was born. They named her Aoi Kirimi. And when she was born, things changed. Her parents had to focus more on the baby. Whenever she wanted to play they couldn't anymore. All that time ended up being spent on Aoi. She felt unloved. She ended up thinking no one loved her. No one cared about her. No one wanted to be there for her. Until one day.
She was 4 at this point btw. Koishi was one day alone at school. All the other kids were busy playing at recess, while she was just sitting alone. A girl then came up to her. She asked her if she wanted to play. Koishi was shocked. She hadn't played with someone in so long. And so she played with her from now on. It started off normal, talking, playing, etc. But. Then she became a bit, obsessive when it came to this girl. She always tired to play with her. If she ever talked to someone else she would tell them to get away from her. She was always following her during class and recess. Her mom once up had to look for her cuz she ended up following this girl home. She was obsessed with this one girl.
One day Koishi was watching TV cuz her parents were once again busy with the baby when she found a romance movie. She watched that movie and then figured out that she was in love with the girl (ok it was actually a crush but she was young ok-). So after watching the movie she decided that she would kiss her the next day (cuz well, she was a dumb kid). So that day day she went up to the girl. "Oh, hey Koishi. Need anything?" The girl said. And Koishi then kissed her on the lips and ran away. The girl ran after her tho. She then finally caught up to her and said a few words Koishi will never forget.
"Koishi, listen... I'm not into you like that. Not to be rude or anything But your just a bit strange. You follow me, you don't let me talk to other people, and so much more." "B-but I love you!" Koishi then said said. The girl then stayed silent. Then girl then looked at her. "Koishi, I'm sorry but I just can't feel the same way." "Please! Just give me a chance, I'll do anything for you!" (ha, simp-) she then smiled a bit and said "fine, I guess I'll give you a chance." Koishi then went home very happy that day. She hadn't been happy in so long. Until, the next day.
Koishi went to school that day hoping to see the girl again. But she didn't show up. She looked everywhere for her. The teacher then came in. She then said that the girl and her family moved. They don't know where or if she'll ever be coming back. Koishi was then after that very upset. She then went back to sitting by herself. Her teacher one day came up to her and asked what's wrong. She then said "She. Meant. Everything to me. She was the only one who cared, the only one she wanted to spend all her time with, the only one who made my day! And now she's gone!" She then cried. The teacher didn't know what to do so she just left.
Eventually. The same thing happened. She met someone new.
She liked them.
They left her.
She met someone.
She liked them.
They didn't like her.
She met someone.
She liked them.
They were scared of her.
Things like that kept happening over and over again to her.
Eventually her father then also left her when she was 9. Her mother was then almost never home and she then had no choice but to take care of the number one person she hated. Her little sister Aoi. She doesn't know if her sister feels the same. She never really said anything mean to her, she never hit her, she always hit her. So it was hard for her to tell.
