I looked back to red and fritz as we were dragging the deer that red caught away, I feel really bad about it though I mean if anyone deserves credit for the kill it's him. And he almost died trying to kill it so I think it would only be right, but my dad would kill me if I told him about me and reds relationship.
As if he was reading my mind, Brodie wacked me with his tail. "Dude what's got you all thinking hard," I gave him an annoyed glare. " You calling me dumb? I'm always thinking" he rolled his eyes and chuckled, yea but this is a face I haven't seen before, who are you thinking about?..."
Having a best friend since you came into the world means 2 things:
1-they know you more than your parents
2-you will never be alone again not even when you take a shit.
"Well I met someone...and-" Brodie made the loudest and most obvious gasp ever and it even made my dad jump and snap his neck towards him. "Finally you v-nut!, who is she!!!" Now even my dad was listening to the conversations trying to know who this person I met was. My skin blushed under my fur but was still very noticeable, "well you see um...she,"
*shit now what am I gonna do? If I tell them they're gonna kick me out, maybe even kill me. We all know that any relationship with a fox is sinful in many ways*
well I met her at the lake and we hunted some animals till we got this one, oh and she had a friend..." I say looking back at the no longer visible bush. Brodie's face lit up with hearts in his eyes "a friend you say?... What's her name? What does she look like? Is she funny? Does she like handsome and brave? Does she like blueberries?..." All of his questions made my head hurt and I rolled my eyes at the fact that I have to make up more lies.
ttt
The sun rises and the warmth hits my face, this would normally be a pleasant thing to wake up to except...I didn't fall asleep, I've been up since God knows how long. After all imma nocturnal night owl. My usual boring and gloomy attitude was now even more depressing. Maybe a walk will help my non-resting brain and help me calm my nerves,
I look around the clearing to see if there is anyone awake to see me slip away especially Brodie, thankfully there isn't and I dash into the woods where I swear I can smell a dog. I start to jog and slow down the pace, and start sniffing the air. The last thing that we need in these woods is another hunting dog incident with its dumb and very dangerous owner closely sneaking behind like the demons from hell with its large long strong death bringer. Those things are the material we aren't familiar with and cannot wound, the only thing you can do is watch the innocent die slowly and painfully while you sit there useless as they get dragged away to the depth of hell itself.
The scent of the dog slowly fades as I smell something way more sweet,stronger...,..delicious... I follow the scent into a meadow with flowers alike. It was beautiful, I should take my mate here sometime...well when I find one which telling by the pressure, forcefulness, and the fact that the alpha needs a shewolf by his side I can tell it won't be long, or enjoyable.
The scent gets stronger driving me more into this trance of smell and go, that's when I see it a whole pack of bunnies eating grass and prancing around with deer not to far away also having their own little gathering there's some weasles, squirrels, and birds here and there all socializing with no fear or malice on their faces. I know for a fact that if I were to go over there it would be chaos and the smell of fear would attract predators from all around. I can feel the saliva dripping out my mouth like raindroplets from a storm dripping off of the branches on the trees, all my attempts to dry my mouth or suck it back in just makes it worst.
I can just imagine my fangs seeping into that soft fur, blood staining both its fur and my canines and I could taste the savoury bittersweet taste of meat on each animal. My pupils shrunk as my upper lip slowly lifted baring my teeth as I licked the saliva on my teeth and mouth as it continues to drip down and soak the dirt up.
I take a step closer to the animals then stop myself, I turn around and shake my head back and fourth as I walk away only to be pulled right back to the meadow drooling once again.
I then bite myself and run as far away as possible, once at a safe distance well, for them not me, I jump right into a tree and bash my head into it multiple times till I lose track. Snap out of it dammit you don't need to fucking eat them right now or ever! *Just find some berries!* I stumble on the ground and get back up feeling a warm substance on my head. I feel it dripping on my snout and into my mouth its blood, the smell of copper and taste of metal makes it noticeable. I find a bush full of raspberries and chow down to fulfill my hunger, not to far away is a clear water creek that looks really refreshing. I crawl over sitting down and looking at my surroundings as I lap the water,
*snap*
I snap my head towards the direction of the sound and my ears twitch trying to find out were the source is, a lot has already happened today and yesterday and being killed or killing an animal isn't making my depressing attitude any better. I bare my teeth and give out a low growl trying to warn whatever to stay away from me and that I'm not in the mood.
"You know you animals think you look tough baring your teeth and showing your claws and shit, but to me you look dumb and hilarious."
I immediately stop growling and grow very confused as the creature gives off a hyena laugh, I guess my expression is amusing to this thing. I swear a paw come into the light before the whole creature comes out, it looks like a cheetah raccoon, kinda funny looking too. I chuckle at this small but intimidating animal,
"What?"
The creature gives me a glare and comes closer, "what are you?" I say in between chuckles. He rolls his eyes and sits on his two back paws. "I am a civet..." He says posing dramatically, my eyes widen and I think for a second.
"Aren't you supposed to live in Africa though?" I say confused at the fact that he is this far away from his home, he shakes his head and gives a low chuckle. "Not anymore, I was took from my home and thrown into this rainforest or whatever..." I nod not knowing what else to do so we just sit in an awkward silence that I'm to worried to break
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.....
"So, what are you doing? Trying to kill yourself?"
My eyes widen at that random question, "N-no why?" I say looking away towards the creek,
"Well your bleeding from your head and you have a bite on your leg which I can clearly tell came from you," he replies in a "duh" tone. "Anyway my name is robbie, you?" I don't even know why he wants to know or if I should even give him my name since I just met him, but then again I did with red and he and his chubby friend helped me out and risked their lives. "Brodie- I mean red I'm ugh..." I feel like an idiot for saying every name but mine.
"Um...Chandler"
