infinity (rarijack)

chapter 6

Applejack POV:
When rarity assumed I liked girls my heart started racing. More importantly SHE DATED A GIRL.

I tried so hard to act calm but lord was I freaking out, but now she's asking me? She wasn't wrong, I got very nervous. Did she know I like her???? How?? Does she like me back??? I always hated questions like these, they made me uncomfortable and I never knew how to answer because in all honesty, I still wasn't sure how I felt.

I didn't know how to feel about this. Regardless of the fact I barely know her I still couldn't help myself for being so extremely drawn to her.

"W-w-what...uh...um m-makes y-you th-think I like g-girls..." I'm surprised I could even manage to say that I'm so nervous. I felt myself blush. Great, I really couldn't have made it more obvious.

Rarity spoke up "Darling I'm not dumb, its obvious just look at you!"

I felt a little silly now "Oh well uh..." I could definitely feel myself getting hot. But was it really THAT obvious. I mean probably but still.

"Well who do you like?" rarity innocently smiled at me, "NO ONE!" I spoke way louder that I intended.

I didn't mean to but this entire situation was stressful, the past week I've been in a completely different universe and it's all so much, "Um ok darling no need to yell..." rarity said as she looked a bit surprised.

"I didn't mean to yell, I'm sorry." I whispered
"It's ok..." rarity spoke so softly. We sat there for a moment in silence. "Well I think I'm ready for bed now." I muttered as I got up.

"Me too." I heard as I left. God I'm so stupid I just lashed out at the person I liked. What's wrong with me? I felt so incredibly bad but I couldn't do anything. Also I came out to her. All of this made me dizzy, I was so hard to think clearly anymore, my mind was just blurry.

Rarity POV:
When applejack yelled at me I definitely knew she hated me. She didn't even like me for that matter. As I went up the stairs I saw the door to applejack's door was open...

I could see her lying in bed with her eyes open. I didn't care though I just went to bed feeling awkward. I knew she didn't mean it but it broke my heart.

(time jump to morning)
Applejack POV:
I felt like shit for yelling at rarity so I wanted to apologize, saying sorry didn't feel like enough, this is the girl I liked after all. I went to rarity's room. I opened the door and she was still asleep. She looked adorable, I left a note next to her phone.

"𝕊𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕤𝕦𝕘𝕒𝕣𝕔𝕦𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥, 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕚𝕕𝕟𝕥 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕥. ℍ𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟' 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒n 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖."
-AJ:)"

I left early because I didn't feel like talking to anyone at the moment "Awh applejack leaving so soon??" Pinkie said "Oh uh I gotta run sorry guys!" I lied. I just wanted to be out of there.

When I got home I got straight away to chores. As I was in the middle of cleaning up my phone buzzed, It was rarity.

𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢<𝟹:
𝚂𝚊𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝙸 𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚏 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗𝚝:)

Seeing that made me feel 1000x better.
But also 1000x worse, a friend.

Thats all I was to her...