infinity (rarijack)

chapter 11

(Ty for all the reads XD)

Applejack POV:
I wonder what Rarity wants to talk to me about, it seems serious. She looks upset, she was taking me behind the school. She was looking down. "Everything alright Rares?" I was smiling at her,pushing up her chin. She smacked my hand. What in tarnasion was wrong with her? Once we got to where she wanted us to be be she looked down. "Applejack....." there was a long pause. She raised up her head confidently, "Applejack. I'm breaking up with you." she said it like it was nothing. My heart shattered, "Wh-what?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing, My ears must me playing me. "I'm sorry Applejack, but I never loved you." WHAT?! ran off into the bathroom. How did I let myself be this FUCKING stupid. I ran into the bathroom and banged my head against the wall, I was crying.

God I'm so stupid, FUCK YOU APPLEJACK YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID! It's all my fault if I were better If I was good. I ruined the one thing I love. Fuck Rarity. I can't believe that cold hearted bitch.

*RING*

Fuck me. God I'm not going to class. I heard heels enter the bathroom, Rarity??? Ugh, Then she started talking to herself? "Rarity you had to do it, you have to listen to your mother. Put on a smile and act happy, not like you let your mother get the best of you!!!! UGH!" Mother??? She took a deep breath and walked out. Weird, whatever she never cared about me. Fuck her.

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Months later
Rarity POV:
It's been a while since applejack and I broke up, I never stopped thinking about her. She was the only person I cared about. Here's a quick update I have no friends now which is lovely! All my old friends stopped hanging out with me, I don't blame them. Well no real friends I guess I'm popular? Well I hang out with the popular kids and I have a boyfriend. Disgusting I know... His name is fancy pants, he's a pig. Every time he kisses me I never kiss back...My mother's wishes of course don't even get me started on her... I have a new bruise to cover up every week! God I hate my mother. That's not the point, the point is my life has became a fucking nightmare sense I broke up with Applejack. Sometimes I wish I went to therapy, a little electric chair never hurt no body....? God I hate myself! Just smile and be pretty, that's all that matters anyway...But there's never a day that goes by without my thinking about her.
I wish I could just have normal life, with friends and someone I love. But no of course not, at least not with my mother...I wish I could be happy again.

FLASHBACK:

The day after I broke up with Applejack Rainbow obviously had came to me the most asking about everything, I hated lying to her. "Why did you do it Rarity." She always asked me. The last conversation we had wasn't great...

"Just tell me Rarity, why did you hurt applejack." Rainbow asked me, "I just....I-I NEVER MENT TO HURT HER....." I was pissed off I didn't want to keep reliving the past. "I just....I HAD TO you wouldn't understand!!!!" I still remember what she said,
"Fuck you."

*SMACK*

" Applejack never deserved you....."

END OF FLASHBACK

Tears went down my face as I reminded myself, I don't deserve Applejack.

Note: Just ty for the support next chapter coming out soon!:)