Mom Please Stay

Every day in my life, I thank you.
The light and shield who protect.
A never-ending love you share.
As we crossed to nowhere.

Momma your always there.
As we crossed another path.
You enlightened our hearts.
To find the way through our fate.

A Momma who protects.
A Momma who adores.
A Momma who fights. and;
A Momma who cares.

I am Renz Moniz from Grade 4 - Love
Thank You! (Bow)

"And now we will witness the winner of this competition! Who do you think will hold the bacon?"

"Renzzzz!"

"Minaa!"

"And the winner is Mina from Grade 4-Happy!."

The competition ends but I can't express what I feel. I'm so sad for myself for not getting the first place.

" Hey, Renz!."- Mina

"Yes?"

"Do you want to know why you lose in this competition?"

"What?"

"Because you don't have a mother who cheers you up and support. HAHA so sad."

I didn't mind what they say because my momma is the greatest mom ever. Even if what I composed in my poem is far from reality. I want momma to love me like what other mothers do to their children.

I don't have a Momma who always goes to school to pick me up. I always go to school on my own and go home by myself.

I don't know why she doesn't like me even if I do whatever he wanted. I always join school competitions so that I can get an award but all of it, all of my hard work is nothing to her. I want to make momma proud.

"Momma, I'm home!"

"Where you from? Why you always go home late? I told you that you go home immediately after class. You did not listen to me why are you so hard-headed."

"I'm sorry Momma"

I don't know why she always beat me. I thought when I was in grade 1 being hurt by your parents is normal and the more pain I get the more Momma to love me. Because I feel she is happy when doing it. I love you, Momma.

"Momma? I got 2nd place in the school competitions. Aren't you happy Momma?'

After saying it Momma slap me on my face I don't know why but it hurt so much and my tooth is thrown out and sees myself on the mirror bleeding.

I cry because of pain but because of it she didn't stop hitting me and said;

" 2nd place!? What you do in school huh? Why you got 2nd place? You're such a dumb child. Even in the 1st place, you can't achieve it!! Huh! Is that my son. Always Top 1 in Class but 2nd in Competition! You broke my expectations!"

"Momma I'm sorry I can't take it. It hurts. Momma, please remove your hands from me it's hurting. Please.
Is this what you call love? Momma Making your children beaten like a dog. I do everything you wanted but where I failed? Momma, I love you please stop hurting me."

"You are a child of a demon. You always cost me trouble and because of you your father left!"

"Momma I'm sorry, please stop"

And I don't know what happens next after she hit me with a plate in my head. I collapsed in pain.

Momma, do you think this is what I deserve? I always cry, every time I'm home. My teachers always ask me what happen to me. But I always said this is love, A Mother's love.

As I close my eyes I didn't hear anything but the pain is still there and I want to fall asleep forever so that I can't feel the pain again. Momma why?

I am being loved in pain mentally and physically. I don't know why. I want to know what is the true definition of love. Is love pain or happiness?

I wish Momma will love me more after this. I wish Momma will lift me and move me to my bed. But I woke up in nowhere. I cry so much as if there is no tomorrow. Because Momma is nowhere to find As I woke up. I thought she lift me to go to bed. But what I see is only a dream. A dream I want to because Momma loves me there. She cooks food, she helps me taking a bath and she always read a story every bedtime, and Momma always takes care of me.

"Momma where are you! Momma!! (crying so hard)"

"Momma Please..."

"I love you, Momma, I can endure the pain as long as I make you happy."

"Momma I want you to treat me like your own child because even if you are my biological mother I think you didn't treat me like your own."

"Momma. Please!!"

"I love you, Momma"

(crying)

I stop schooling and wait for momma to come back I always make food for both of us.

My teacher is so worried so she came from where I am. He didn't notice me because of what happened to my face.

"Teacher!" (crying)

" I thought you were momma. Teacher, did you see where my Momma?"

"Please teacher help me." (crying)

I don't know why my teachers crying.

"Teacher why you cry, Is that love? Momma believes pain is love that's why she always beat me."

"Renz, I am your teacher and also your 2nd Mother. Renz, I'm here you're a kind child you must live your life to where it belongs. I will help you recover. I don't know why my tears falling but you deserve better. Let's go from now on I will be your new mother"

" Really teacher? Don't you do the same thing my Momma did?"

"Yes Renz cuz pain is different from love"

"Teacher I want my true momma stay I really love her."

"Renz, I will help you. I will teach you what a mother's love is."

"In my dream teacher. I'm begging Momma will stay forever but he left me behind. Teacher? Can you be my Momma? I want you to love me and never left me. Please Stay with me, Momma."

I thought it would be my last but there is my 2nd mother who feels me the true essence of love. And let me live my life to the fullest until now I couldn't find my true mother since she left me. But I'm praying every day for her safety. God help my mother find the true meaning of love.

"Renz? let's go to school."

"Let's go, Momma. I love you."

From now on I can't feel the pain of love but I feel the never-ending happiness of love.

The END.

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