I get home from therapy. No ones here yet since moms at work Kai is at practice and Maiya has to do this project for school so I just go straight into my room 'I should get this task journal shit over with' I sign and grab my journal and a pen and put it on my makeup vanity. I sit on my chair and open up the journal. I scroll through the pages to find the page labeled "task day 1" I write the date down on the section that says date I read the task for today. "Go through and pick a song out of your playlist that you think describes you. Write it down and tell why you feel like that song describes you" I begin writing down my thoughts on the page.
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After rereading everything I wrote, I close my journal and just put it in my drawer Where no one could possibly know where it's at. I lay on my bed and close my eyes for a couple seconds *knock knock knock* Ugh. Who could possibly be here at this time 'Come in' I say My door barges open and reveals Mattia 'VALLLL' he says running up to me and jumping on me 'AAHHH MOVE YOUR ASS BIG BODY WHORE YOU ARE CRUSHING MEEE' I say trying to push Mattia off but he wouldn't budge 'Noo your comfyyy' he says with his whole body still on me. 'At least fix yourself so we are both comfortable.' I say He slightly fixes himself so that he isn't squishing me. He puts his head on my chest and puts his arms around me 'I can't wait til you come to school' he says 'Me too. It's really boring just being at home' i say 'Oh yeah, what have you been doing all day?' He asks. Uh I don't wanna tell gm that I'm going to therapy yet but I'll tell him soon 'Nothing, just been laying down, watched Netflix. How was school?' I ask 'Eh it was pretty boring. My girlfriend was getting aggravating and got mad when I texted you earlier today' he says rolling his eyes. Ouch. I forgot he had a gf ugh. Wait... Why am I getting bummed out that he has gf..? I don't like him or anything we literally just met. Uh whatever 'Oh yeah your gf.. what's her name anyways?' I ask 'Her name is ALLISON' he answers. My heart dropped at the name. It can't be the Allison I know. It can't be dude. There is like hundreds of Allison's in Jersey right? 'Oh what a pretty name' I say fake smiling. 'Mhmm, ouu let's watch some Netflix.' Mattia says pulling himself off of me He lays back on the headboard making himself comfortable and grabs my tv controller scrolling through Netflix. 'I want cuddlesss' i say with puppy dog eyes 'Okay okayy come here but you gotta pick a movie to watch' he says pulling me cuddling me. I smile and scroll through Netflix. I click on the movie "365 days" It starts playing and me and Mattia watch
