PAC "Are you sure about this song?"Shock G says to me "Yes I gotta get my music out there G"I say "Okay HIT THE RECORD"he yells "Back to get wreck All respect to those who break their neck to keep their hoes in check 'Cause oh they sweat a brother majorly And I don't know why, your girl keeps paging me"I rap Everyone's bobbing they head Ima finna fuck the summer up with this one As I get done recording all I hear is clapping "Nigga you got sum in you I'm with it when you wanna drop this "Shock says "Idk yet "I say as Janet walks in "Hold on y'all"I say walking up to her "Hey "she said "Wats up"I say "Why you ain't tell me you knew Jada"I say "You saw me?"I say "Duh now how do you know her?"she says I was worried so I lied "She my was a friend of mines but we ain't spoke in years "I lie "Oh well what about the Lani girl?"she says "What about her?"I say "She looks familiar"she says and I hope she doesn't remember when Lani was finna whoop her ass "Idk is that all you came for "I say "Why is you acting like that huh , what's wrong"she says looking at me "I jus got a lot on my mind Janet damn" "Whatever I'm outta here"she says I shake my head "PAC trynna get back in the booth?" I get up and head to the booth T Boz It's been 9 months since my Caine was taken from me All I do is sit at the bar and get fucked up That's all I can do to ease the pain It hurt everyday like it happened yesterday I don't ever think I'll get over this "Mam are you okay?"a mans voice says "I'm fine"I say slurring my word standing up "Stop I got you"he says and as I back away I slip and almost fall but he catches me and I realize he has some beautiful eyes it kept me at ease with his hands on me "Thanks you but I can handle myself"I say getting up to get to my car "I don't yo should drive I've sat here and watched you get drunker than drunk for two hours are you okay"he says I roll my eyes "stalker leave me alone you don't understand what I've been thru you don't know me "I say grabbing my temple "Try me"he says and I laugh "It's a long story trust me "I say lighting a cigarette "Go head"he says lighting his O Dogg Lani moved back in and I'm confused she says Devantes annoying and that's why she's back in and that better be the reason other wise I would have to send him to the moon and I'm not trynna do allat For months I've actually been trying to be peaceful like I've got out the drug game and got a job at the store down the street On weekends I'm always either with Wax or my nieces and nephews I'm becoming soft foreal but it's better than dead I'm single again things with Chilli as you know went sour and I hate that it did but shit that's life I rather kick it alone anyway I hear a knock at the door "I'm coming"I grab my gun cause safety measures first "Hey Larenz"says my neighbor Nia says "Hey how you been I'm jus checking on you"she smiles which causes me to smile "I'm good thanks what about you"I say "I'm good thanks "she says as she starts to walk away "Wait uh you wanna go get something to eat later"I say "Are you asking me on a date?"she says "Shit if fat burger is a date then hell yeah"I say She giggled "sure call me"she says walking off Hell yea I run off to the kitchen "Renz what's wrong with you" Lani says "I got a date with a honey later "I say "Ooo good for you "she says "I'm really proud of you "she says looking me in the eye "Thanks I'm trying hard "I say looking at a picture of me ,her ,and Caine She hugs me and grabs her purse "Where you off too?"I say "Make some money ,aye I can put you on at ruthless"she says "Really? Cause the store gon make me start murking motherfuckers"I say she laughs and leaves T Boz "Now you see why I am the way I am"I say "I'm sorry you had to go through that but the way you speak about Caine I don't think he'd want you to be like this you gotta go find some sort of peace in your life "my I guess new friend say "Let me take you home foreal"he says "Can I trust you?"I say "I wouldn't let you open up just to hurt you"he says getting in his car I take a deep breath and hop in his car "My names T by the way"I say "Dalvin "he says
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