Reborn & Reincarnate

Death and Misery

Caroline Smedt Whitford, the only princess of Whitford kingdom loved by all but from whom she wished to be loved, was never loved.

Her world collapsed when her father, the emperor no lover lived. Her brother hated her to the core. Her fiance, who rebelled, stripped her off of her dignity, played her  like a puppet. Her only friend betrayed her. 

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

..

.

..

..

.................................................

"Your majesty, why don't you take a rest now? The sun has already set. " her maid said.

" You don't have to worry about me, Lina. I am all good." I smiled at her despite my tiredness.

" your majesty, how about dinner?" Lina asked.

"It's fine" Caroline shook her head lightly. In her current condition, she barely had an appetite.

She sat down in her chair holding her head, feeling dizzy and light-headed. She has a lot of work to do and can't skip it due to her work ethics.

.

.

.

In the dead of a night.

Caroline doesn't know how long the time has passed. Looking up realizing someone was knocking the door.

"who.........."

The door sprang wide open without warning.

"Are you still drowning in the paperwork?"

Caroline gazed at the familiar person who barged in with trembling eyes. Her whole body trembling in fear.

"Why aren't you answering, en? "

She looked around and found all the maids have left closing the opened door. She couldn't keep them even if she wanted to. The moment she realized they are left alone in the room with him her faced paled.

" Why don't you enjoy the banquet that's going on little more" she replied trying to keep her composure.

" Are you feeling unwell, Carol? " the man questioned instead of replying.

He took her hand and kissed her knuckles. She trembled under his touch.

" Not today, please " she begged in dispair.

" But I want you, Carrie. I can't wait any longer." with that he crashed his lips onto her without any warning.

Her mind blanked out for a second and tried to resist. It was still a futile effort. She can't match his strength. He kissed her until she was out of breath.

It wasn't a gentle and tender kiss. It was a wild, violent, and domineering kiss with wild passion. their tongues intertwined. She hates to admit it, but she is even more ashamed that she is aroused under his single touch.

He lifted her up with one hand and placed her on the study table. She startled, sweeping all the things off of the desk.

" No, please..... not today " she begged once more.

Removing his pants he placed his hot rod near her entrance. ' No I am not ready yet' she thought. Before she can voice out he entered her without mercy. 

"Aaaaaaah....." she cried out in pain. But, he didn't even show any ounce of mercy on her, while thrusting deeper and deeper inside her.

" Urgh....you are too tight. Loosen up" groaning his hand traveled towards her cl*t and his other hand cupped her right br*st circling and pinching it with force. 

He ravaged her inside and out like an animal.

She doesn't know how much time has passed. After finishing the deed he left as nothing has happened correcting his dress and posture, leaving her behind in disheveled state panting and trying to grasp for air.

' Every inch is aching, as I have fallen from the cliff. I wish I could have.....' 

" Your majesty the bathwater is ready " Lina interrupted her line of thoughts.

" Mmhmm. Leave, I can do it, myself " she ordered

" As you wish, Your majesty" she compiled.

Geeting in the bathtub she gazed at the ceiling spacing out. Then as if she has made up her mind determined she picked up the fruit knife placed beside the tub with some fruits.

'I can't take this anymore. Such a humiliating life!!! Why didn't I chose to end my life back then rather than this unbearable suffering much less dignity! Why did I hope to change him? Hahaha, how pathetic I am. I should have done this before........' she thought with a trembling sob sliced her wrist and let herself sink in the bathtub, gazing at the ceiling ' I wish I was never born.........someone anyone out there, please sort the things out for me. This is my last wi-' 

Even before she finished her wish she took her last breath, her eyes blurred. From the corners of her eyes, she saw him running towards her in a hurry. And then she closed her eyes as if she is entering into sweet dreamland.

**************************************************

"*sob sob* poor Caroline. If I were in her place I would have left that damn place long ago.....hic hic " Inori said closing the bool she was reading.

'  How can he do that to his former fiance and that b*tch, she has no right to be her friend. I wish I could help her' with that Inori hit her pillow for a good night's sleep.