'I can't take this anymore. Such a humiliating life!!! Why didn't I chose to end my life back then rather than this unbearable suffering much less dignity! Why did I hope to change him? Hahaha, how pathetic I am. I should have done this before...
After understanding my own fate and where I am, I got up from the bed and made my way to the mirror. I saw myself when I was 3 years old.
'Hahaha ah, 3 years old. I might be hallucinating right, right?'
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I thought It might be my imagination, so pinched my arm.
"Ouchie, damn it really hurts man!! " I think I really pinched myself hard this time as there a visible bruise.
" Oh my, princess ! what are you doing standing in front of the mirror? " said the maid entering my room.
I glanced at her to see who she is as her voice is a little familiar.
"???????????????"
"Una!" Yes, Una, my personal maid, she is like my mother, who took care of me since my birth.
My eyes started to water. I lost her in the rebellion. She was killed by his men when he slaughtered the royal family.
"Una is that really you" I can't believe it. I am really back and so is Una alive.
" Princess, why are you crying? did you have the nightmare again? "
"No, no Una I didn't. It's just I am happy to see you " again. I left out the last word.
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*sigh* so I am really back. But still, I feel a little left out. it must due to I am from the 21st century on earth.
Hmmm, it had already been two weeks since my rebirth and incarnation and I am quietly recuperating by papa's order. my elder hates me as always. I have a weak physique since my birth, so I always ended up fainting till I was seven.
I have decided to let life take its course. I am not going to stop the rebellion nor dad's death, neither my engagement with him cause I don't hold any grudge anyway.
I am going to elope.... uhmm*cough*cough* leave this palace at right time with right preparations. I won't be the same Caroline of the past. I won't be naive, pushover, and a coward. This time I will write my own fate.
"well, literally I don't need the courage to move on, as I am from the 21st Century otaku girl, but what I need more is like a healing potion that can erase my trauma of the nightmare of the past "
"Firstly I need to get the hold of current politics and geography of the Avalor, to devise a plan for my escape till I turn 17. So, I need to make my to the ROYAL LIBRARY "
So, it's decided. I am going to be ME, that is IRENE, not the past nor the present CAROLINE.
"But, before I can devise the plan I have to think of a solution to my damn weak physique. I can't keep on fainting. And also I need a person who can do all the sneak-peak things for me"
"I think I got who can do that for me. Sorry, my dear half sis, I have to take something from you...though he is not yours yet. hehe hehe," I give an evil grin as I think about that someone and my half-sister who wasn't ever acknowledged in the past. And far in the future, I don't know what is going to happen and what is gonna change.
But one is for sure, I am going to rewrite my life and decide my own fate. After all, I am a soul transmigrated from the 21st century and lived my life independently, so I won't cower anymore no matter what.
