wanderlust || Seungwoo FF

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It's midnight, the stars are shining brightly and the moon is shining through the bare trees. A sigh rolls over the boy his lips as he turns off the light, ready to head to bed. The front door opens and the boy looks up, there she is. The girl in the door opening doesn't notice the boy and when she turns on the light a yelp leaves her lips "Seungwoo!" the girl smiles gently as she puts her hand on her heart, glad that it's just Seungwoo and not some weird guy. He smiles softly and looks at his hands "Shall we go talk in the bedroom?" the words linger in the living room and Haneul feels her body freeze, she tenses up knowing all too well that he wants to talk about her coming home late. Sometimes even sneaking out. Haneul nods silently and walks towards their bedroom, Seungwoo turns off the light and follows her. He is biting his lip, nervous to confront her about it.
"What did you want to talk about?" Haneul looks at her boyfriend, his hair is messy and his eyes stand tired. He is tired, tired of overthinking about where his girlfriend could have gone off to. "Please sit down" Seungwoo sits down on the bed and Haneul nods, she sits down next to him and looks at him. His shoulders are tensed up and she can she from the way he is fidgeting with his bracelet that he rather talk about something else than what is on his mind now. "Where do you run off to every single night?"

The words are still up there, in Haneul her mind. She brings her gaze towards her hands and now it's her turn to play with her bracelet. She was afraid he would confront her about it eventually, she knows Seungwoo but she didn't know he would have noticed every night. Haneul is biting her lip, too caught up in her own thoughts that she doesn't answer Seungwoo right away. The older boy is biting his lip, he can't shake off the feeling that she is cheating on him and he needs to know, right now. "Are you cheating on me?" Seungwoo his eyes finally go towards Haneul, the girl freezes and shakes her head right away "You think I'm cheating on you Seungwoo?" she gets up and the boy follows "I don't think so but you didn't answer me and I can't lie and say it hasn't been on my mind as a possibility" he bites his lip a bit harder, feeling guilty about even accusing her of such a thing. "That you even dare to think that I would cheat on you Seungwoo!" Haneul raises her voice and she looks at him, tears are in her eyes and she shakes her head "You are the love of my life, I would never cheat on you" she walks towards the door but then realizes he also never got an answer. "And for your information Seungwoo, I am going out every night to take walks because I feel bad being stuck inside, I feel bad for wanting you next to me" tears are rolling down her cheeks as she tries to look at him, the tall boy looks broken. He looks hurt and vulnerable "You could've told me" the boy whispers softly "No Seungwoo, you are busy with your schedule and I don't want to interfere all that" Haneul mumbles. She looks at the door and back at Seungwoo, the taller boy is now crying too and he sits back down on the bed. "I'm sorry you feel like that Haneul, you could've told me" he pulls his knees up to his chest and hugs them "I know you like going out and see the world and I'm sorry you can't do that with me and I'm sorry that I even accused you of cheating and I'm really sorry that I can't give more of my time to you" Haneul rushes to Seungwoo his side and wraps her arms around him. "It's okay Seungwoo, it really is, this is affecting you and me both" she whispers and she gently caresses his hair. "I'm glad we talked about it now but we should've done it way before" Seungwoo nods with a chuckle, he wraps his arms around Haneul and pulls her on his lap "I'm sorry Haneul" the girl shakes her head and cups his cheeks, she presses a soft kiss on his lip. "It's okay woo."

Time has passed and it's around 4 AM. But the couple is not sleeping, they both have a smile on their faces as they walk hand in hand outside. "Haneul?" Seungwoo looks at her with a smile, the girl looks up and smiles "Yeah?" the boy smiles and suddenly everything falls in place for him, he doesn't want anyone else but her, he wants her and only her. "Let's move in together, our own little place" he smiles brightly and Haneul her eyes widen, she nods happily "I would like that yes!" She jumps up and wraps her arms around his neck, Seungwoo chuckles and he hugs her. "We could also get a dog baby, that way you can just walk with him and it would make me feel safer too that you at least have some protection when you walk outside alone" Haneul squeals happily, this is the man she loves so much. "That sounds perfect Seungwoo, really."

The sun is starting to come up and the couple just entered the dorms, the boys are wide awake and somehow all gathered in the hallway. They're all looking at the couple and Haneul her cheeks flush a red colour. "Where have you guys been?" Seungsik walks up to Seungwoo to make sure he is okay and does the same to Haneul. "We've been worried sick! We heard you two yell and next thing we know you guys aren't home" he hugs the couple and Seungwoo chuckles "We just went out for a bit of fresh air" the boys all pull the couple in for a hug and they all stand there together. This is their family, they mean everything to each other and Haneul has never felt more at home then with them.