Just keep ... Breathin

Part 16

Toms pov:

It annoyed me that Dove brought up Malcom because I know Ari is still sensitive about it and when Ari told me she loved me I was just in shock! The girl I liked for ages finally likes me back when I have a new girlfriend! Why did my life have to be so difficult! I just wanted to make it better but I know if I go back now there's no going back I'll be madly in love with her again! I had to text Haz I needed to know she's okay!

Haz 🤙

Hey Haz

Hi Tom

Is she okay ? I didn't mean to hurt her !!

She's okay ish Tom I mean she told you she loves you and you left her .

Yeah I know  I don't feel good about it either, what did she do after I left?

She pretty much messed up her room, after we left her for a bit to calm herself Z and I went in and it was a mess and I'm sorry bro she threw the ring you got her at the wall

Oh wow , should I come over?

No I think it's better if you leave it for a while before you see her again, she's a mess, she's not getting out of bed at all.

Okay we'll keep me updated on her please I still care about her

I know but you've really messed up bro

I know

Okay I've got to go look after Ari I'll talk to you later

Okay

Arianas pov:

I didn't get out of bed for weeks, it was to hard! I just wanted to sleep and not talk to anyone, Haz and Z came over all the time to check on me but I hadn't moved, I hadn't eaten for days! I thought about it and enough is enough I got up and went to the bathroom to shower brush my teeth then got ready to go to work.

I arrived at the studio and I had a new tune in my head and it's been bugging me, so I went straight in to scooter and explained him the song idea and he agreed so next thing I knew I was in the recording room singing a few lyrics! With this song I wasn't trying to dis anyone, it's just I wanted to put out my emotions. Within the next few days I had a song and I found out I was going on tour!! I was over the moon, I'd forgotten all about Tom and his stupid thing! I was finally happy, with my life, me Haz and Z were actually hanging out more now! They weren't looking after me, we were actually hanging out before I go on tour for a year. It was weird not texting Tom and seeing Tom everyday yes, I missed him yes, do I still love him....?? I guess so it's just my feelings are fading....

2 months later

Toms pov:

I found out Ariana went on tour a month ago and i was quite sad, I wasn't going to be able to see her for another 11 months I was meaning to go see her ages ago I've just been busy filming spiderman I haven't had time, I've been stressed out so off again I found out from Z where Ari was performing and so I found out it was In England, so I googled it and booked VIP tickets since I'm a celebrity. It was tomorrow!! I got in to bed and went to sleep listening to Ari's sweetener album, I miss her so much! What am I going to do without her, she means everything to me!

The next day*

I woke up at 7am because of my alarm and I got ready to go to drive to Aris concert on my way I see that Ari has posted as I hadn't turned her post notifications off.

Arianagrande

I love you guys thanks you!!! Next stop London ❤️
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Comments:

Username1: I'm so excited the London concert is where I live !!!!! ❤️

Zendaya: photo creds to me before she went on stageeee!
-> arianagrande: thanks Z ❤️

Username2: London is Toms home town do u think he's going ???
-> username3: I hope he is going!!! Then they could make up ???

Hazosterfield: I'll be there you queeennnnn!!! ❤️
-> arianagrande: love you Haz 🖤

Username4: I can't wait I brought tickets for really close to the stage !!!

Username5; 😍😍

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Arianas pov

I was reading some of my comments on my recent post when I saw one about how the London show is Toms home town ? So I googled where Tom was from as we never really spoke about it I just knew he was from England. But when I read he was from Kingston I looked how close it was to the O2 which is where I was performing in less than 4 hours! And Tom might be there!!! What if he tries to talk to me ? What if he wants me back? What if he- I got pulled out of my thoughts to hear a knock on the door so I got up to open it.

My makeup team got me all ready for the concert we had about an hour left before I was due on stage so they had now started letting everyone in! And I was so nervous knowing Tom might be here tonight! I continue getting ready and warming my voice up until it was time me and Z had a quick Photo shoot backstage again before I got into my position on the underground lift to put my on the stage, a guy gave me a mic and up I went. This was going to be the longest night of my life.