Just keep ... Breathin

Part 12

Arianas pov

He was holding me close until he said my name again

T: "Ari ?" He pulled away still holding onto my elbows.

A: "sorry yeah I'm good how are you?" He chuckled.

T: "I'm good now I'm with you" he pulled me back in for another hug and thank god he did because I couldn't help my blush.

We stood there hugging until someone coughed making us jump and pull away. We both looked over an blushed as everyone was looking at us and I saw Haz recording and laughing.

J: " so are you guys just gonna stand and be lovey dovey all night or are we going to hear Ari's new album ??" He smiled, I don't think I've ever met someone like Jacob he's really funny.

T: "sorry, Go ahead Ari" he smiled at me. And I smiled back I kind of stood in front of him taking his hand behind my back so no one would really say anything, and he didn't seem to flinch he just stood there smiling which made me happy. Having him there really calmed my nerves.

A: " so I'm hoping you guys like this album, obviously there are some people who have inspired some of the songs, not naming names though I mean one of them people doesn't have a whole song written after him or anything" I giggle looking at Tom and he was just staring at me with lust in his eyes watching me whilst I talk to everyone. "So enough of me talking Haz will you please press play on the control next to you." As I said he did it and my songs started to play! Everyone cheered and I went round hugging everyone as they congratulated me.

It was about 2 hours into the party and I went out onto my balcony, taking in the fresh air with my wine in my hand. Something about the fresh are really calms me. I was lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice anyone had come out here until I felt a hand on my back, I looked at who it was and of course it was tom! He kept smiling at me and he was rocking side to side so I knew he was drunk.

T: " I'm soooo proud of you" he practically screamed and I laughed.

A: "thanks tommy" I smile at him and he looks down to the street below.

T: " Ariana I need to tell you something" I knew it must have been important because he never calls me by my full name.

A: " sure what up Tom" I smile at him.

T: " so I don't really know how to say thing but like I really really like you and I know I'm a bit drunk right now and I probably won't remember this in the morning but I just want you to know that I really like you Ari ! Your beautiful, smart, funny, caring, you put other people before yourself your just amazing!" I was shocked to say the least! Tom likes me back! OMG !!!
I look back up at him and he's looking at me trying to see what I'm thinking.

A: " Tom I-" but he stops me by interrupting.

T: "I know you don't like me back though and it's fine I just wanted you to know how I feel about you because your an amazing woman" he half smiled.

A: " Tom I like you too" I finally admitted it! I told Tom I liked him! Omg !!! He looked at me wide eyes, and I didn't expect it but he leaned in and I leaned in too, we were so close that I'd one of us made the slightest movement, we'd be kissing! The anticipation was rising, but then just as I thought he was going to pull away, he touched my lips, it was like fireworks going off behind us and butterflies going crazy in my stomach! Our lips moved together as one. He pulled away slightly but kept out forehead together!

T: "wow" he said finally after trying to get his breath back.

A: "yeah wow" I pulled away completely and hugged him. "Hey I'm sorry I just have to go to the restroom I'll be right back.

T: "okay darling" I went to leave and he grabbed my arm and smashed his lips into mine again. He pulled away and whispered something but I didn't hear what he said so I just smiled and walked off going to the bathroom

L: " hey Ari have you seen Tom ?" She asked me with a smile

A: " yeah he's out on the balcony" I smile back

L: " thank you" she waved and walked off to go find him

I went to the bathroom and touched up my makeup and put more lipgloss on since Tom has taken some of it for himself, I giggled at that thought that Toms lips are now going to be shiny. I leave the bathroom and walk to the kitchen to get another wine and slowly go back to the balcony to talk to Tom. But when I get out there I was not ready for what I saw...

He was kissing Laura!! I was confused at first but then on another level of angry that I dropped my glass of wine which made a loud noise and everyone came on to the balcony, I just stared at him with glossy eyes about to break down I ran grabbed my keys and ran as far as I could away from him... how could he do that to me? What did I do? Am I not good enough for him? I got in my car and broke down in tears! Obviously I didn't go anywhere because I had had a lot to drink but I just locked myself in my car and cried so hard... how could he do this? I kept saying to myself! He had just kissed me and told me he liked me, then he has his lips over her.... i was crying really hard until I heard someone knock on my car window and it was Z, I unlocked the car and let her in. She jumped in and hugged me so tight and let me cry on her shoulder.