Realizations - Jaden Hossler

2 - Give it a Chance.

November 21st 2019
1:28pm

It's been a few days now since my little altercation with Jaden's 'girlfriend'. The boys make sure that there is always distance between us because it's very obvious we hate each other's guts. Well let me rephrase that, I don't hate her guts but she hates mine. For me, I just don't like the way she treats me and how she acts like she's better than everyone. In my opinion everyone is equal and now one should act like they are the queen of the world. Unless it's a sibling thing because lord know I always act like I'm better than Bryce.

Despite the fact that she seemingly enjoys talking down on me, I've actually been extremely mature about the situation. I haven't gone out of my way to bother her and I haven't even brought up her name around the guys. I'm trying to be the bigger person seeing that I am older than her and I should most definitely act my age.

But anyways Josh and I are currently on our way to pick up Nessa for the day. Which is gonna be pretty awkward for me seeing that she's best friends with Mads. Josh said that Nessa isn't really the type of person to dislike someone because their friends do. I hope he's right about that because I don't need anymore judgmental people near me at moment. I've only ever met Nessa over FaceTime once or twice but she really seems like such a sweet girl.

All I know is that after we pick her up, we're going to head over to target and get me a few things for my room. Yeah you heard that right, ya girl finally got a room. Jaden's room to be exact. I'm gonna keep my comments to myself about that situation though, wouldn't need miss barbie doll getting mad that I have her mans room.

"So after we leave Target, I think I'm gonna bring you home and take Nessa out to lunch. We haven't gone on a date in forever. Do you have an advice on where to go?" Josh asked while keeping his eyes on the road.

"Aw is my little Joshy nervous?" I teased, pushing his shoulder.

"No- okay maybe- okay yes. I'm very nervous. I haven't seen her in a long time." He explained.

I thought about it before answering his question.

Where would I want to go if I wanted to have a date? Fancy restaurant? No, not a lot of privacy. McDonalds? Nah, sounds good but not for a date. Beach? Oh that sounds real nice. I think that would be adorable.

"A picnic at the Beach? Every girl loves that." I answered.

He smiled and nodded, "that sounds perfect!"

Once we picked up Nessa there wasn't much talking going on in the car which kinda made me feel bad. I couldn't help but feel like I was the reason behind the awkwardness but at the same time maybe she's just nervous as well. I mean they're both young and she looks shy as it is.

We pulled up at Target and I got out almost immediately. That situation was just way to uncomfortable for my liking. I already knew my way so I just kinda explored on my own leaving them behind. Maybe they will have the opportunity to talk about things now.

I grabbed a shopping cart and went straight to the blankets. If you need to know anything about me it's my obsession for blankets. At my apartment I have a closet filled with them. You just can't ever have enough of them in my opinion. Oh and candles, who doesn't love being smothered in the scent of candles?!

"This is so cute." I whispered looking at a gorgeous white and gray blanket with match pillow cases.

I looked at the price and walked right on past it like I didn't even see it. $150 for a blanket? I'll sit with my $35 blankets. After a few minutes of looking around I ended up getting a lot more than I planned to get. The boys will definitely have to help bring some of this in because there's no way I can bring all this in alone. Well I guess since Josh would have to 'wait' longer  for his little date so maybe he'll help to make the process go by faster.