call it even | taehyung ✔️

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November 4, 2020

i was ignoring your text messages. i didn't feel like responding to you at the moment. so please don't take it the wrong way.

but no you had to take the wrong way. you reached out to my friend asking her if i was angry at you when i wasn't. i wasn't angry at you. i just wanted to have some time for myself. i was at a club meeting, and you were distracting me.

taehyung, is it okay if i asked for some space? i just wanted a little space for myself.

i felt bad i was thinking about all these selfish thoughts. so i'm sorry taehyung that i didn't reply to you in the afternoon.

but you know what. 

ignoring you took away all my stress and problems. texting you felt more like doing chores instead of fun. 

texting you was a habit of mine.

don't get me wrong Taehyung, you made me smile reading your text messages. but the more i text you i felt like my time for myself was running out.

it seems selfish for choosing myself over you.