This is just something I wrote, it's kinda short °<°
(The picture ⬆ has nothing to do with this)
Alone while being surrounded by people. Sad on the most "happy days". Anxious while everyone seems calm. Dying while I'm "healthy" and without a scar. It has been around 3 years since I've felt this way. I stopped wearing a seatbelt every time I was driving, hoping for something to happen. I'm scared to continue with my life, but also to end it. Trying to calm down but I just can't. My tears have run out, I feel sad, just staring at the wall, I can't even cry anymore. Waiting for someone to take my life for me, waiting for an "accident'' to happen. I can't do this to myself, I'm too weak to do it. I feel trapped in a tiny box, I can't let out my feelings, no one wants to hear me out. "You are just exaggerating." " Others have worse than you." "You are so selfish, just caring about yourself." I decided to hide them, I decided to mute myself. I will keep waiting as every second passes, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year. . .
-Yusukiii
