Sacrifice

Chapter 10

After me and best friend went our separate ways, I slowly walked to class. I was just thinking about the weird connection we would have between each other sometimes. I wonder if she ever noticed that it seemed like we had some type of feeling for eachother; that was more than friendship.

I was just too afraid to tell her because I wonder if she would judge me  although she never judged me before. I was still learning to be open with my self and accept the fact that I did really like girls more than a friendship level. I never really discussed sexuality with her or even asked what she liked we just assumed boys.

Well I made it to class and was very annoyed I had American Government class. I walked in looking sad but I really wasn't I just had shit on my mind. Then I seen my friends Brianna and Joann. I went to sit in the back with them.

I had to switch up my look or they would be asking me 21 questions in a minute. I never was an open person and I really dislike discussing my personal problems. Only person that could get me to open unlike anyone else was Zaraiah.

" Hey Y'all "

"Hey boo, for a minute we thought something was wrong"

"Nall I'm good, just chilling ya know what y'all been doing?"

"Nothing much shit working and fucking bitches hahaha said Joann"

"You so nasty girl, and I been working and nothing else" Brianna replyed

"Joann you are something else seriously? Well its nothing wrong with that , I have been chilling and school"

" Boring Ass Girl"   Joann laughed

"Whatever now shut up"

The teacher was about to start instructions, I could just feel my self getting annoyed as fuck. He always talk like he knew everything and gave us weak ass packets to read with like 20 questions.

" Today you will be given a packet to read and there are 10 questions that need to be answered completely"

The whole class got to making plenty noise, we decided to put our head phones in, they was talking to much. Although we all three are friends who love to talk, we never talked when we did our work. We texted each other, but I texted Zaraiah more than them.

Zaraiah know Brianna and Joann but she is not as close to them as I am. I knew best friend had another as well but it didn't bother me as long as she didn't give them the same title she gave me.

Brianna and Joann have been my friends since elementary school. Somehow we all ended up in the same high school together and havent be able to stay away from each other. I love both of them I always looked at them as my sisters, because  I never had a sister growing up. I never mentioned this in the beginning but yeah my mom had a daughter when she was 14 years old.  But she got tooken away to adoption by her grandma on her dad side. I never really got to know her but as she got older we did a few things together.

But somehow our relationship wasn't what I wanted it to be, she lied to me and used me in so many ways. She was the one person that I had told about me liking girls and she lied to me pretending that she did as well. I was so hurt by that then she always want to argue with me about what happened between her and mom. I just didn't like my sister after a while, but it killed me inside because I really wanted a relationship with my sister. Until this day we haven't even spoken, what's crazy as well is that  she has two kids a boy and a girl. Hezekiah is my nephew he use to come over all the time I love him to death. When she had my niece Aaliyah she act like I couldn't see her. I just said fuck it I'm not even gone stress over her.

I was sitting there doing my work, while texting Zaraiah, Brianna, and Joann. My phone began ringing, it was my great grandma she would always call while I was at school.

"Hello granny, how you doing?"

"Hey there baby, I'm doing alright  and you?"

"I'm fine, I'm at school right now though, we can talk later or I could come over"

"Oh lord it is a school day, sorry baby, well yeah call me later I love you"

"I love you too"

I hung up the phone and continued my work...

Comment & Vote This Chapter was very emotional for me to write, but enjoy