Soul Mate (Alec Lightwood)

one year

Alec

A year. A year of nothing but pain and and hurt and emotionlessness. I'm broken. Completely and inevitably broken. The love of my life. Dead. Its not like he was murdered which would still be bad but at least I wouldn't have this feeling of pure self loathing. I could have helped him. I could have saved him. Fuck I didn't even know what was wrong in the first place I definitely had no fucking idea he was considering suicide!!

"Alec come on we got another ravener hanging around." Jace said

" I'M fucking coming." I say I don't want to do this. I don't want to leave the comfort of my warm safe bedroom. I slowly walk downstairs and we are.off running down the streets my bow and arrow 🎯 bouncing up and down with each step.

When we get there I realize this isn't just any normal demon situation in fact it wasn't a demon situation at all. The fuckers had just lured me out to their favorite restaurant. I look at them fury filling my body.

"How could you? You guys are all assholes. You have no right. No fucking right taking me out of my comfort into the world when I'm not ready. You guys are fucking idiots if you think that I'm gonna......" I slowly trail off as my eyes land on the most beautiful shadowhunter I'd ever seen. My haze looked her up and down taking in her honey blonde hair her tan flawless skin. Her short but skinny legs her scarred arms. Wait what. All of her body was flawless except for her arms which were cover in the scars I'm assuming that were from fighting the demons.

I had to know her. But I also knew I wasn't going to get anywhere I mean am I over Magnus?

A/n

Hey guys so this is my second chapter, I am a strong malec shipper but I only killed Magnus off so that I could try and open up a side of alec that no one has seen before. I hope your all okay with that. I hope you guys will enjoy this story. Please note that this is the first book im publishing onto wattpad so it wont be that good. Sorry!

-Mariah