I don't understand love

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Mentions of domestic abuse
Domestic abuse
Bloodlust
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Lust's pov

I wake up with the feeling of pain everywhere. All I remember last night is that Red got home late and was drunk soon we started fighting then I blacked out. I always feel painful when I do anything. But Red says he loves me so this must be one of the things about love, pain. Lots and lots of pain. I still haven't moved yet, only because it hurts. I hear the door open so I turn my head to face the door. It was Red. I put on my best smile I can do without it hurting me. He looks pissed. He walks over to me and grabs my arm and yanks me out of the bed. I hit my head and groan. It's also freezing because I was undressed. He let's go of my arm and I put my hands over my head.

"Listen slut, my friends are coming over so get dressed. And no, you don't fucking know them. So don't let them in this fucking room or in the fucking basement. Got it bitch?" I nod and try to get up, but my legs are weak making me fall. He scoffs "Stop faking you whore. You've been through this shit before, so stop acting hurt." He says walk to the door. I weakly nod and get up and sit on the bed. He slams the door.

I walk over to the dresser and grab a light blue crop top hoodie and some sort grey pants. Knowing Red he wouldn't want these friends to find out that I'm hurt. So I grab my long thigh high socks that are white and pink. I put the hoodie part over my head and put on my black shoes.

I hear a knock on the door. Then talking. I open the door of the bedroom and walk over to the living room. I see Red with a bunch of skeletons I've never seen in my life. The one that caught my attention the most was a skeleton with one red eye and a part of his skull gone. I shake my head and sat next to Red who was talking to a skeleton who was crying a tar like substance. I look at the ground since I had nothing else to do. Hey Red you got anything to eat or drink?" I look up. Red nods, "Anything you want in particular?" The one with a part of their skull shrugged but the one crying tar nodded, "Yeah, you got hotdogs?"

I nod and get up, "I'll make some since we don't have any prepared." The one crying tar have his hand dismissively, "Nah it's fine you don't to make anything." I look over at Red who looks angrier then usual. I gulp. "N-no it's fine. The hot dogs will go bad if we don't cook it soon!" I say sounding happy. "Alright. So, all the hotdogs cause Horror over here eats a LOT." The crying one says punching the other one. 'Oh so his name is Horror.' "Hey now Killer last time we went to your house it was full of food." Red says laughing. 'Killer, ok'

-Time skip-

I struggle to stay awake. Horror and Killer haven't left yet. Horror has been trying to talk to me but every time I try to answer, Red starts to talk to him. I get up from the couch and walk to the bedroom, "Lust, where are you going?" Red asked through his teeth. "I'm tired Red." I say softly and sleepily. He scoffs and rolls his eyes, "It's only 7. You know that's way to early." He would have said something else but there were guests here. I nod and I walk back to the couch and sit down. I yawn and close my eyes.

Horror's pov

'Lust looks cute when he's asleep.' I turn to Red. "Hey have you tried these?" I hand him a bottle of sleeping pills that can knock someone out as soon as they swallow them. "What are they?" He says investigating the bottle. "They're a new drug they're great." I say as he take one. "Hey Horror I don't feel to good I'm going to bed." I nod. He leaves and I heard a thud. 'I guess he's asleep.'

I get up and pick up Lust, "Alright Killer we're leaving!" I yell as I walk out of Red's house. Killer starts running to his car and starts it. I get in the back and still hold onto Lust. Killer drives me to my house and I get out of his car and walk to my house. I get in my house and teleport to my room and place Lust on my bed and I lay on the bed next to him, hugging him. I place the blanket over us and bury my face in his neck.

-The next day-

Lust's pov

I don't feel a new pain just all the old pain. Something is hugging me. I open my eyes. I don't know where I am. I turn over. 'Horror?' I try to move but his grip on me is too strong. I huff and just turn around and close my eyes. "No. No moving." I hear Horror say sleepily. "D-did I wake you up?" I say nervously. He chuckles, "Nope, I was up. I just didn't want to let you go." I turn over to face him. "What time is it?" Horror shrugs and turns around and grabs his phone. "9:00 am. Why?" I try to get up but Horror turns around and wraps his arm around me blocking me from going anywhere. "Lust. Where are you going? You're mine now." 'What? What does he mean?' "I-I." He pats my head with his free hand. "You're with me now. You're safe." He says softly. "We just met!!" He unwraps his arm from me and sits up. I sit up too and I get off the bed. I go under the bed. "Lust. I've been watching you for a long time. I got you. And now you're never getting away from me." 'I don't like this. I want Red.' Horror lays on the floor and looks at me. "I want to go home Horror. I don't like this. I don't really even know you!" Horror places one of his hands next to me. 'He just kidnaps me, sleeps with me, and expects me to be fine with this. He's being weird too!'

He looks at me really madly and sadly. He tries to grab me but I back up. He gets up and walks away. I back up a bit more. I feel a pair of hands on my hips. I now regret backing up to much. I get dragged out from under the bed. Horror pins me on he bed, moving his hands to trace my body. 'I don't want to get raped by him!' "Horror, please stop..." I say softly scared of his response. He stops and gets off me and I sit up again getting tired of having to get up so often. "Lust why do you want you want to go home? Red treats you terribly. He hits you when he's mad. He calls you names that a lover shouldn't call their other lover. He causes you pain for his enjoyment! So why... why do you want to go home?" I look to the side. "He says he loves me Horror. So that means he loves me!" Horror gets back on the bed and hugs me. "What he's doing isn't love. This is love. And I won't let you out this house until you understand that you're mine. Got it?" I nod.

I guess I'm forced to be with him.

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Frist time writing a One shot and I think I did good.

Word count: 1320

Anyway thanks for reading!

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