I won't be the girl that clings to your side, each time you look another way. I won't be the girl who doesn't even try to hide, just how much I take to heart the things you say. I won't be the girl that tries to trap you, I'm so far from it. I will most likely be the girl that will be there for you all too soon, and the one that will love you forever, even if you won't admit it.
I won't be the girl that calls you every night, asking if you love me. I won't be the girl that sits with you on your porch in the fading light, saying that this was meant to be. I won't be the girl that tells you lies to make you stay, hoping it would be enough. I'll be the girl that loves you each and every day, but will know that I won't ever be the one you can love.
I won't be the girl that holds your hand, as we grow old. I won't be the girl that tries to make plans, that will make you distant and cold. I won't be the girl that still calls you mine, long after you're gone. I won't be the girl that spends all her time, telling you leaving me was wrong. I'll be the girl that becomes a fond memory, when you want to escape the bad times. I'll let you keep a piece of me, and remember the look in my eyes.
I won't be the girl you pledge yourself to one day, I know I never will be. But maybe I'll be the girl that makes you have the need to say, you wish you could have loved someone like me...
Bella
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PoetryJust an on going book of poetry. Got locked out of my old account so restarting with this kicker. Some of these were written when I was sixteen and a bit cringe worthy, please bare with me as I try to edit these puppies
