By luck - Soobin ff

14: Lonely

Someone's POV

It's already been a week and I miss y/n so much, ever since she left it felt weird between me and the boys, we all feel this emptiness and don't talk as much as we used to.

I take out my phone and go to my contacts, should I call her? I tap and call button and it rings, wow she actually answered.

"hello?" god how much I missed her voice.

"Hello it's me Yeonjun"

"omg hiii!"

"How are you"

"I somehow manage to communicate with people in English" she giggles a little

"Well you are pretty good in english"

"Yes I am"

"But not as good as me!" I brag

"Hey!" we both laugh, then I hear the manager calling me.

"I gotta go real quick I will call you back"

"Okay bye" I hang up and go to the manager.

"What is it?" I ask him with a smile "Don't you remember what I said about y/n?" my smile faints away and I remember his words a week ago.

"You shouldn't contact y/n, we should avoid scandals"

I bow and apologise, I tell him I won't do it again and he leaves. I sit on the couch and Beomgyu approaches me. "What happened?" he asks and I look at him "I forgot what the manager told us" I answer and he tilts his head "What do you mean?"

"I called her" he lips form a straight line "oh" he says and I nod, trying to hold my tears. Damn it. We all miss her so much and the manager obviously doesn't care, damn him, damn everyone.

Beomgyu POV

Yeonjun gets up and leaves, he seemed upset and I understand him. We all miss y/n very much and we can't even call her, for what reason? To avoid stupid scandals.

I go to Huening, lately he has been distant and I decide to ask him what was wrong. He tells me that he missed y/n, everyone miss her duh. I need to do something about this we are preparing for a comeback we can't be down.

I go to Soobin and ask him for help.

Soobin POV

"Yo we need to do something" Beomgyu pops out of nowhere, startling me. "What do you mean?" I ask him and he sighs "We are all down cause of y/n" he says and my lips form an 'O'. "I mean it's natural to miss her" I say "Well we need to cheer us up" he says in an annoyed tone.

"Well we obviously can't do anything than accept it, we will get over her and for now we need to focus on out comeback" I say and Beomgyu doesn't say anything until he leaves. I fall into the couch, I wish what I said could apply to me.

I miss her everyday. There isn't a minute that I don't think about her, maybe Taehyun was right, maybe I should have confessed that day at the airport. I still remember, her long shining hair under the sun, those beautiful eyes that hypnotize me. I wanna go and hug her, her small figure, but I can't. I guess I'll just have to forget her, if I can.