بسبب كفاحي
𝚉𝚈'𝙰𝙸𝚁𝙴 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴𝚉 𝙳𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙽
:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::August 13 .
The day my entire life changed for the worse.
I rubbed my eyes groggily as I checked my phone for the time.
7:36 AM
Fucking hate this bullshit ass day.
I got up from the bed and did my hygiene routine. I threw on a polo sweatsuit with my white air forces and headed to the kitchen to grab my cup of lean.
I aint wanna feel shit today.
I aint wanna think about nobody.
Not my bullshit ass mama and daddy.
Not the fact that all 6 of my siblings died 9 years ago on this day.
Not the fact that I had to run away from foster care if i wanted to make it out alive.
Not the fact that i slept outside of my elementary school for 3 years.
None of that.
I wanted my mind to be blank and this double cup was gon do the job.
I reached in one of my cabinets to grab my jar of weed and rolled me a fat ass blunt.
After about 30 minutes of sippin lean and smoking 5 blunts, I was high off my ass.
"Ouu Ouu , I know you see me standing here. Am I looking good my dear ? Do I look good todayyy ? Yeaa" I sung lowly.
Mmcht i need a whore to come suck me up , niggas is bored.
I went on my phone and scrolled through my contacts clicking on my favorite whore's name.
𝗀𝖺𝗐𝗄 𝗀𝖺𝗐𝗄 5000
𝗂 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝗎𝗆 👄💦🍆
𝗐𝗁𝗒 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 ?
𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗆 𝗈𝗆𝗐 .As I was about to reply a call came through making me suck my teeth.
"WADDUP LI BITTY BITCH ! Getcho depressed ass up and come to the block"
"Ju make me beat yo ass. But bet and when I get down there you bet have my money nigga"
"Mmcht suck my dick pussy boy" Ju said hanging up the phone.
Gay ass nigga bra
:::flashback:::
"Okay Zy'Aire, here's your new home!" Ms. Turner said as we walked into my new foster parents' house.
Shawty loud as fuck, needa chill her ass out.
After sleeping outside my school for 3 years them pigs caught my ass and turned me into CPS. Ms. Turner immediately put me in the bitch ass system and now i'm living with these bitch ass people and these other bitch ass foster kids in this bitch ass apartment.
I wish I died with my siblings.
"Hello sweetie it's so nice to have you here! I would like to introduce you to your roommate, Juziyr" My foster mom Jessica told me.
White whore needa get the fuck up out my face real shit.
"Aye lady don't be giving my name out to randos fuck wrong wit you?" Juziyr said side-eyeing the white whore.
Who df-
"Aye nigga I ain't no rando, watch yo mouth before you get punched in it." I ain't finna let this nigga hoe me on my first day , no sirrrrr.
"Do I know you?" Juziyr asked squinting his eyes while I just mugged him. " Oh alright then, you a rando until you tell me your name. I'm big daddy Ju though, fuck everything that white whore told you."
This nigga off the walls lmaooo.
"Yea aight, my name Chav." I told him looking around.
Little did I know, that day I met my best friend.
:::flashback over:::
Smirking at the memory, I got up and grabbed my shit getting ready to leave the house.
Just ready for this depressing ass day to be over
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"Aye my main man big Chav! Open up dude!" The local crackhead said knocking on my car window."Willie i'm telling you now.. if you don't got my money get the fuck out my face."
Gotdamn this nigga smell like piss what the hell.
"Mmcht I gotcha money moe. You got my crack? Hell? Y'all youngcats don't know nothin about runnin a business. Not a damn thing about customer service"
I mugged the fuck out his junkie ass and opened my armrest to get his shit.
After a few hours of selling, I went to the "shop" to go put the money up.
About 2 years ago, me and Ju decided to open up a tattoo shop for 1, to have legal income and for 2, to store the illegal money we got.
Right as I finished, I heard the doorbell chime. I quickly made sure my gun was loaded and took it out my waistband.
Niggas ain't catching big Chav lackin today no sirrrr. I still needa get the skin sucked off my dick.
"Um helloooo...is anybody here? I booked an appointment with Ju at 8:30.." A timid female voice called out.
"Nah shawd, Ju ain't here you could come back tomo-" I stopped in my tracks once I was close enough to see who ole girl was.
what. the. fuck.
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