Today was just another day for me in my apartment recording a new cover for my channel and I had picked "Thinkin Bout You" by Frank Ocean. I had been trying to focus on myself during these past four months and sadly I had lost connection with practically everyone. I honestly felt alone and seeing everyone live their lives without me honestly just showed me what type of people my so-called friends were. I was trying to get ready when I got a call from Will Lenney and I was chosing between answering or not. I decided to answer and I put him on speaker so I could continue to get ready.
Will-hey are you doing anything at the moment (y/n)-Hey Will and I am about to film Will- I was hoping to maybe hang out later on (y/n)- umm sure you just want to order take out and come by? Will- sure I would love too (Y/n)-see you later blockhead Will-you really went there wow ---end of conversation---
After ending the call I couldnt help but to smile realizing I was indeed developig a small crush on Will and to be honest could I be blamed for it. He was truly the only person that seemed to care if anything happened to me and had to brighten up my mood with everything that I had gone through in these past few moments. I continued to curl my hair into some simply loose curls and apply small makeup that would hide the fact I had not gotten sleep in days. I picked a simple light blue dress and got my guitar and sat down on my stairs to film since it was the only place in my apartment with proper lighting. I had completed my set up and pressed the button to start filimg. (Outfit same as the girl in video)
"Hey guys welcome back to my channel"I said with a smile to the camera and do a little wave. "Today I have decided to do a cover of Frank Ocean's song "Thinkin Bout You" hope you guys enjoy and if you are new I hope you stick around and join our little family" I said with a smile and grabbed my guitar. I started to sing the song with such emotion and honestly this song was a simple song to me that only me and Harry knew the story behind. As I finished the last line of the song, I broke down and started to cry infront of the camera. The memory behind the song came climbling back as I remembered the memory of our trip back in Los Angeles about a year ago with the boys and some of their girls.
*Flashback*
I was laying down on one of the beds of the house that the boys had rented for a small vacation to Los Angeles and currently I was alone watching Netflix on the television for backgroud noise as I scrolled through Instagram. I was liking and commenting down on some edits from fan pages which honestly I liked being connected to them since I did not want them to feel like I was just an ignornat person or ungrateful for the amazing things they have given me along with the many chances in life that bought me so many new adventures to my life. I was about to turn off the television to head off to sleep because I was honestly truly bored and sleep seemed like a perfect thing if I was being honest. As I changed out of my shorts and my simple tee, I decided to change into some sweats and a simple shirt.
(Outfit change)
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