November 21 2011
dear diary
it was a fair day, im not late. i know jay will be glad that after all these days, today i am not late. we deal to see each other 8am at the train station. we will go to church together to say thanks for the blessing of me passing the architecture liscensure exaination.
its been six months since i started my work at my father's company (the lopez architecture inc). my realtionship with jay started to fall down since i started my busy life working with dad, and tryingto please him with my work and presentation. And jay, also in her busy student life who is taking up accountancy. we dont have much time unlike last year . we often see each other, we often talk or txt due to my incapability to stay late at night especially when im so tired at work or she has a major examination. and today, im standing here at the train station waiting for my dearest jay.
because im ging to church, i, wearing a black casual dress and a heels. got my hair fix and put some make up on. jay loves to see me simple but today is adifferent. i have not seen her for the last three weeks and i will make this day special for both of us.
then she came.. jay, wearing a skinny jeans, blouse , heels and she cureled her hair. "your besfriendd jay is very beautiful, you sure she doesnt have a boyfriend?"-- my mom asked me whenever jay came to our house . yes! we are both gay, we love each other and we are attracted to each other. we believe that we are destined. but my parents didnt know what we have togther. and because of the way we look.. no one ever think that we have a romantic relationship.
"hey your late"
"sorry, mama asked me to do something first, let's go"
this is truly a blessing! me + jay + happy moments wow! so much blessing. i hold her hands secrety at the church.
"Bro, thank you for all the blessings, about my family, friends, my work, my exam and especially with jay. please take good care of her. i love her with all my heart.
after the church we eat but told me that she needs to leave early beacuse she needs to finsh school works. sad but i have to let her go, the same way she let me go everytime i excuse myself to dinners and meriendas she was asking .
i kissed her goodbyeto her cheeks. some people looked at us, like a normal girl besfrends saying goodbye to each other. i watched her walk away until she's gone.
i went to the parking area where i left my car and drove directly to my condo.
