April 09 2011
Its been 3 months since the last time I talked to jay. Until now, I don't know what's really happening to our relatinship. Its killing me no. I'm broken, and wondering why she's not answering any of my call ands emails. Maybe, maybe she did not love me anymore.
But tonyt feels really different. My friends in the company went to an outing at quezon provic to escape from the busy days we been through. I'm gald we are given the chance to stay here. The place is absolutly amazing. But everythng fell into pieces when ijay called me and started talikng
"Our love is wrong"
"I been hiding him from you since the start of june last year"
" I did not mean to hurt you"
"Its not you, its me"
"I'm pregnant"
"We are going to get married"
"I'm ppregnant" shuttred all my dreams with her. It like stabbing me hundred times. While saying I love you. Everythng went black. Feels so cold and empty.
I run! Run through the forest, until I reach the beach.
I wanna die
Ohh please, ..
I lie down, bend my body, and it started to rain.
