Bittersweet

Chapter 4

30th of September 2018
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It was the first day of school after the party and i was feeling thrilled. After me and Alex danced, we talked a lot and got to know each other better. He has an older by three years sister that goes to our school, he plays football and he likes rap music. I learned more things but these are the most important ones i think. Since my first day of highschool i had the idea that this would be the best year ever and i would start over. Finally i wouldn't be known as the fat anti-social girl. At this point, i think my wish came true.

If only i knew what was coming.

"So i heard a rumor that Elena Davis likes Alex." Sofia said gaining my full attention.
"What? When? From who?"
"Well, many people saw them together yesterday at the coffee shop near the theater and she was all over him. I just hope he knows what a hoe she is." she rolled her eyes but i wasn't paying any attention to her anymore. What if he doesn't like me and he likes her? No. No. No. As i was analyzing everything in my head, Emily elbowed me making me look up from the table.
" Wha-" before i could finish my sentence Alex was standing in front of me with his tray.
"Hey. Do you mind if i sit here? The guys have try outs right now so im kind of alone."
"Dont you have other friends than the guys?" i asked rolling my eyes. Sofia kicked me under the table glaring at me as i flinched from the sudden pain in my leg.
"I-um it's okay I'll go find someone else to-"
"No, no its okay! You can sit with us!" Sofia informed him and he sat down beside me smiling.
"She's just into a stew since she woke up. You know that's just um- Chloe." she nervously said and i looked at her shocked. Oh no. She was going to embarrass me. Great.
"Well she often does that when she's on her p-"
"Ookay i think im done eating so if you'll excuse me, im going to grab my books from my locker. Bye!"
"Didn't you take them before we came for lunch?" she asked but i had already rushed out of the cafeteria. I know im overreacting but im so jealous! Yes i admit it. What if he likes her. She's a bitch and we have kind of history with her. I remember her embarrassing me in middle school with ways i could never think. She was my worst nightmare back then. I just wish it was at least someone else. A nice girl which wasn't a total ass the ninety percent of the time you spent with her.
I went to the bathroom and washed my face. Stop Chloe. Just. Stop. What am i even doing? He likes me. He danced with me. And he called me beautiful. Ha, take that slutty Eleny. With that i went to my locker and then i made my way to my next and i think last class of the day. Have i mentioned i hate my classes? No? Well, i mention it now.

Now i wish my classes were my least concern about school. They look like such a small problem to worry about when you have him. When you have to watch the person who destroyed you everyday for two months. Tell me about struggles now.