Might Get Taken Down

Namjoon

Requested: Grizzlylovvee

-Namjoon pov-

I have been dating Jihyun for a couple of months and  i love him of course but the problem is that he was hurt really bad from his parents and 'Friends' that he stopped showing emotions.You know i really wouldn't have a problem but i do and more for the fact that he is ATTRACTIVE. He gets noticed by a lot of girls and guys even. I get insecure for the fact that he might leave me for someone else.

Sometimes i don't know if this was the right thing to do.I mean i love him a lot but he is emotionless i thought if i would date him he could show his emotions more but he didn't. The other problem is that I'm a idol along with the rest of BTS(of course) they know about him but they also want him to be happy.The problem with me being a idol is that jihyun got introduced to the fans and of course there was hate about him not showing emotions but there were fans who supported.

"Hey you okay Hyung?"Jungkook asked. I looked at him and nodded. "Yeah,I'm fine what's wrong?" I looked at him as i replied. "Well you have been spacing out lately.Are you sure you're fine?"He looked back at me"No I'm not fine." I said tearing up. "What's wrong ?"He looked at me concern and worry written all over his face. "Well Jihyun-" I then went on and explained to jungkook what was bugging me about Jihyun. After crying my eyes out when  i explained to jungkook about jihyun i fell asleep as we were in my room.

-Jungkook Pov- 

'Damn i should Jin-hyung so he can explain to jihyun what's wrong. '  I then got up and made my way to the kitchen where Jin-hyung was making dinner. "Hey hyung?" I asked jin when i got there. "Yeah jungkook. What;s wrong?" He looked at me with worry as i had a frown. "It's about Jihyun and Namjoon."I said. "Tell me." He demanded. I then explained to Jin about Namjoons insecurity's and begged him to tell Jihyun. "Okay... I will tell Jihyun. let me call him actually."  He then picked up the phone to dial Jihyun.I then made my way the living room so that i can watch a movie or something.

When i got to the living room the rest of bangtan except Jin and Namjoon. They asked me what all that was about i then explained for the 2nd time this day. They looked at me a little shocked and worry. "Seriously? And he hasn't talked to Jihyun?" Hoseok looked  at me.I shook my head and said  "No but i hope they work it out.As much as he is emotionless i could tell jihyun really loves Namjoon." They all looked to be lost in their heads for a bit before they all agreed. 

"Yeah, I just hope they both work it out......."

-Jihyun pov-

I was on the couch watching TV waiting for namjoon so that we could go out on a date.When i suddenly got a call.

'Worldwide hyung' was displayed on the screen. 'What does he want he usually doesn't call me unless he wants or needs something' I thought as i picked up the phone expecting him to tell me that he wants something but what i got was more shocking. 

"Hey, Jihyun  we need to talk"I was shocked as he never really sounds like this. "What's wrong?" I thought of all the worst things possible about namjoon. As much as I'm emotionless i love him.A lot.The things he told me next shocked me about namjoon. I learned that namjoon is insecure because he feels i'm going to leave him as i don't show  enough emotion. I learned more and realized that i need to change.

I told Jin that i was going to the dorm to figure all of this out.When i got there all the members were there saying i should fix this and i agree. 'I fucken messed up.He's not like them.No.He loves me for me' They told me he was asleep.When i got there i knocked it and went in. Namjoon was there on his bed asleep. He looked so beautiful his hair in his face a little bit his lips parted.I got to the edge of the bed and moved his hair behind his hair a little. 

"I'm so stupid for not considering you're feelings" I looked at him as he slowly woke up. "Jihyun?"He said as he rubbed his eyes to clear the drowsiness. "Hey.Baby we need to talk."He looked a bit scared thinking i'm going to break up with him. "what is it?" He looked at me as he was fully awake. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry i didn't show you affection that you deserved. I-its just what happened to me in the past.I thought if i could not show you affection and you left me it wouldn't hurt too much,But i realized you stayed with me and you did everything you could to make love you more...and it worked. I love too much to leave you.I-I'm sorry...." I was looking at my hands as i started to cry even more. Letting the tears fall down.

Namjoon grabbed my hand as he looked at me. "I could never leave you jihyun.I-I guess i was the one scared because i thought you would leave me." I looked at him as i kept looking at his lips.I slowly leaned in as namjoon kept telling me everything he had been keeping a secret.

After a few month's jihyun tried his best to show more affection towards his loved one.