Chanjin [angst]

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"What's make you think of that?"

"I... I don't know.."

"What do you mean?"

"I just don't know, okay?!"

Hyunjin cried while covering his beauty face. His overgrown hair fell forward, it made for his best friend hard to see him, which him glad he kept his hair that long.

Jisung sighed, "Hyun, you have to talk to him"

Hyunjin looked at his best friend like he said the craziest thing in the world. He sat up straight, shook his head vigorously, "No..! I-I can't do that!"

"Then Chan will notice it sooner even how long you've tried to act like nothing happened"

The older of the two hung his head low once again. He didn't want to let his boyfriend knew about this. He was stressed enough with his work and he didn't want to add more.

"C-Channie would n-never know if y-you keep that mouth shut"

Jisung let out a scoff. He crossed his arms in front of him then he turned his head to the side before huffed in frustration.

Hwang Hyunjin was a stubborn ass bitch and Han Jisung couldn't disagree more.

It was Friday, where people always thanked to the God on that day because the day was the last day of weekdays.

It was also the day that Chan finally could see his precious boyfriend again. It's been two months they haven't interact to each other, despite they both have big age gap. Works has stucked him all the time until he couldn't even send a text with the latter. He was working while Hyunjin was a highschooler.

Hyunjin has suggested to live together but Chan softly declined the offer. Of course he loved his boyfriend but Hyunjin was still underage and he couldn't risk any on the minor.

Two months mean two years to him. He couldn't cuddle with his young boyfriend, pepper him with kisses all him wanted and mostly giving sweet nothing talks because he loved how the younger flustered so easily.

He finally has a month holiday as an appreciation from his boss and his hard work has been paid off.

He went to his apartment, unlocked the door with the passcode and went inside. He sighed in relief, "finally home"

He decided to take a short nap before went to his boyfriend's later on.

The clock strike to show it's 5 in the evening. Chan has said he took a nap but his nap meant 2 hours nap. He woke up, washing himself clean. He went inside his bedroom, a towel wrapped around his waist while the small one was around his neck. His hair was freshly washed and he loved it, so much.

After he wore a casual outfit, he packed some clothes and he was ready to go.

"I'm coming, baby"

"Hyunjin please stop crying" Jisung tried reassured his best friend.

Hyunjin has been crying since the younger has arrived to his apartment. Maybe he cried before Jisung could reach. Yes, Hyunjin live alone but he told his parents he wanted to so it was easy for his elder boyfriend to live with him.

"B-But what if it's t-true?" He cried harder.

His nose was stuffed until he couldn't sniff, bloodshot eyes were visible and his face was red by crying too much.

"It just a nightmare, baby. It's not true at all"

"B-But... But Nie-"

"Chan hyung loves you to even do that to you"

Jisung pulled him into his embrace, "He loves you so much to even leave you. The nightmare is a bitch, don't listen to it. It only wants you to be apart. You don't want to be apart with him, right?"

"NO!" Hyunjin pulled the shirt, as if he was trying to pull Jisung.

Chan was in front of the entrance. He punched the numbers before opened the door.

"Honey I'm home-" He heard a whimper sound so he threw his belongings to the side and ran inside to their share bedroom.

"Baby?" He pushed the door and the sight broke his heart so much.

"Baby what's wrong?"

Jisung saw Chan so he took his leave to give them space to be alone.

"Jinnie baby? Tell me please" The elder hugged his boyfriend firmly.

"C-Channie... Chan?"

"I'm here, sugarplum"

"Chan" Hyunjin cried more but it was cry of happiness.

The student hugged him, buried his face to his chest, feeling so happy that he got sniff the familiar scent again.

"Can you tell me what's wrong?" Chan was caressing his hair softly.

"I've been had a dream(jumping on a trampoline), that y-you mad at me a-and you scold m-me. I-I don't know what did I do... You yell at me a-and..and you l-left me.."

Chan was sad to hear that, "Oh baby"

He started to pepper kisses on his face. He intertwined his hand with the younger, squished a little bit showing that he was there. The kisses landed on his forehead, cheeks, nose, chin, jaw, neck and lastly on his lips.

The two was kissing passionately, have been missing each other presence. Hyunjin wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's neck, pulling him closer. He wanted to feel everything, everything that he had missed a couple months ago.

He wanted everything.

The kiss slowly apart, heavy breath lingering in the air. Chan put his hands on his waist, also pulling him closer if that was possible.

"Now, do you believe that stupid nightmare?"

Hyunjin shook his head cutely then hugged him. Chan smiled, wrapping his arms around the small boy then kissed his forehead.

"I am nothing with that dream, honey"

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I don't know if this is angst or fluff. And also, I can see my English is getting worse you know :/

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