For the first time .

suffering .

It's been about two weeks and Brandon and i are still dating. Everything has been perfect since and we rearly argue or fight .

So its a Saturday evening when I got a text from Brandon saying he wants to end the relationship . My heart felt like it left my skin and I was empty and useless . I quickly replied hey what's wrong ? . Brandon : Nothing . You didn't do nothing wrong but it's just that ....

Lucy : it's just that ???

Brandon : we don't attend the same school and all my best friends and friends have their gfs in their in school and they don't even have time for me anymore

Lucy : oh yeah . True .

Brandon : but if you still want us to continue we could

I did want us to continue but he may not love me no more so I just let it be

Lucy : no its cool

I didn't cry at first till like 2 hours later and I did really cry and promised to make different boys suffer my pain he caused me . Though it wasn't his actual fault .