For the first time .

I should have told you

Now jaden and i spoke everyday and he made me feel like I was better than any girl that he had ever knowm , but I thought he was only doing that to console me about david.

Jaden had this perfectly curved indented lips which made him loook extremely hot . I mean I didn't like him or anything I just thought he was hot . Jaden and I were getting too close to each other and he started telling me about his gf but he never knew that I hated it when guys talk about other girls to me on how good they were , I mean I'm I a lesbian ????? .

It had been summer over and I did have to focus back on my work at school . I didn't just want to be pretty without no brain ! . I enjoyed the way david was out of the way at school but friends still always asked what happened between us but I couldn't answer .

School was over at last !!!!! . No more school till next term .!!! . I was at peace and rest and began to talk back with jaden . Jaden was so happy to talk back with me and he told me all that was going on in his life ! .

Of course I didn't forget about Brandon ! . He was still same old and having fun with his life ( GIRLS ) . But I wad pretty cool with it and thought maybe I could start over with him . That night Brandon and I spoke all through and the chat was really funny and interesting . The next day I saw a video of Brandon sitting on the bed and a girl on his laps in between his dick !!!! . And she was moving her ass on it constantly !!!! . I was so sad and that wasn't all he was also touching her boobs , what a slut she is .

Brandon didn't post the video but his friend ( she is a girl ) and she was alsl my friend too . I felt unloved and heart broken even though I didn't like him but you know that feeling .

I quickly texted jaden and told him I was sad . Though he asked what happened but I refused to tell him . He then told me how much he loves me and no guy could ever get me angry . A few days later jaden asked me to marry him and i was shocked and said yes amd since then his been calling me his gf . But he was still dating his girlfriend , he asked me one day what was in my mind . I was shy to tell him but I then told him that I like him more than a friend but he has a gf already so what's the use .

He told not to give up that I might not know what might happen . So I said okay . It pretty felt awkward that I still talk to him amd he has a gf and i told him I like him . Before i met jaden , after david and I had a argument I had this friend Jonathan which was there for me even before I met jaden . I really loved Jonathan and so did he love me too .

He then asked me to be his gf but I told him yes but after first term , during the holiday . Now it's holiday and Jonathan and i stay in the same estate and we live like 5 houses away from each other and I haven't seen him in a while though his back but I'm trying to avoid him for now cause i like jaden and don't know what to tell Jonathan .

Thanks for reading !!♥♥♥ . This is my first book ever and I hope you'll love it . I'll surely update and continue it but just tell me your ideas and what you think should happen next . Comment and please vote .!!! xoxoxo ★★★