Chapter 12

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*Selena's P.O.V.*

I'm done. Im dieing. This is my day. Or the start. I'm slowly dieing. Yep. I'm gona die.

The clock already striked 12:00 and I'm still in my bed feeling the life sucked out of me. I've woken up this morning and felt the worst head ache AND stomach ache of all time. It straight hit me as soon as my eyes opened up.

I feel so sick I think I'm going to throw up but of course It's gona probably happen in my bed since I can't move. The pain is so bad I can't even get a sound out.

It's worse then when I'm on my period. Fuck that it's worse then a lady giving birth!

What if aliens took over my body and now they're trying to get out.

Am I going to give birth to an alien?? Whose the dad?? More important question where is he?! What could be more important then watching his child come to the world??

This is going to my head what the fuck am I rambling. I need Justin. Where the fuck is he??

Right when I thought that I heard a soft knock at the door.

With all my strength I gently said come in. After a few seconds Justin walked in with a plate of food and a glass of orange juice. Well isn't he thoughtful.

Justin:"Morning Sel. You okay? Why didn't you come down to eat? Did you just wake up?" He asked as he placed the food down on the nightstand and sat next to me on the bed.

So many questions. I just shook my head and he furrowed his eyebrows in worry.

Justin:"Are you alright? What happened?"

I opened my mouth and took a breath before letting it out making me a feel like someone just kicked me in the stomach.

Me:"I don't...know. Everything....hurts. J-Justin...everything hurts." I gently said and closed my eyes feeling the tears run down my cheeks.

Justin:"What? Selena baby....fuck you're going to be okay babe. Everything's gona be fine. Just stay here don't move baby girl I'm going to get mum okay? I'll be right back." He said sounding so nervous and worried.

I nodded and he placed a warm kiss to my forehead before rushing out of my room.

Not even five minutes later he rushed back with Pattie right on his heel.

Pattie:"Oh Selena dear are you okay?" She asked feeling my forehead.

Justin:"No mom she's not okay! We need to get her to a hospital. We need to call a doctor. Mom call a doctor please!"

Pattie:"Justin calm down. She's going to be fine. I'll go call a doctor she's heated up." She said gently cupping my cheek. She gave me a sad warming smile before walking out.

Justin:"What could have cause this fuck sake. What did you eat? Fuck it was cause I took you to the beach isn't it. You're probably sea sick. This is all my fault." He pulled at his hair sitting on my bed.

I pulled at his shirt so he could look at me.

Me:"This...is not your fault...Justin. Don't blame yourself...please." I gave him my best smile and he nodded putting his forehead against mine making me close my eyes feeling his warm breath.

Justin:"I wasted all these years....all this years ruining your life when instead all that while I could have made you happy. Make you love me again." He whispered very quietly but I heard it.

I opened my eyes to look at him ready to ask what he meant when Pattie walked back in making Justin pull away.

Pattie:"The doctor will be here in 10 minutes. Till then he said to place something cold on her forehead." She said and put a wet cloth on my forehead. This actually feels nice.

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