Bullied By The Bad Boy

Chapter 13

*Justin's P.O.V.*

I sat there in my sit suddenly feeling cold as I watched her cook the eggs and bacon. I didn't say anything yet I was way to nervous. I didn't even know where to begin. Guess she noticed that since she stayed silent too waiting for me to speak first.

I sighed looking down at my fiddling fingers planing out what I will say. What do I even say? She doesn't remember anything and this makes it harder.

Selena:"Here you go." I heard her say as she slid a plate of food in front of me making me look up at her.

She started eating her food blowing on it as I kept my gaze on her not saying a word still.

She suddenly let out a scoff and put her fork and knife down. I furrowed my eyebrows as she looked at me with anger in her eyes.

Selena:"Look Justin. Whatever it is that's so hard to tell me needs to be put out on the table. I at least deserve that after everything you've done to me."

Me:"I know. I know. But I just don't know where to start or even what to say.  I don't know what you'll think after this. I don't want to loose you again...." I whispered the last part.

Selena:"It can't be any worse then the things I've been through all ready."

Me:"No, Selena you don't get it. I don't even know if I'm the one who should be telling you this."

Selena:"What? What do you mean?" She asked looking confused. Here goes nothing.

Me:"Selena. Tell me something about you when you were a kid."

Selena:"What does that have to do with anything? Justin-"

Me:"Just trust me. Tell me something about you as a kid." I repeated.

Selena:"Fine. Urgh.....urm...-"

Me:"You don't remember anything do you?" I asked as she kept looking around the room with furrowed eyebrows trying to remember something.

Selena:"Nothing comes to my head right now...no." she shook her head confusion written all over her face.

Me:"No. Nothing at all. Because you don't remember anything. Anything at all from your child hood. When you were eight years old...you got into a huge accident. Your dad died.....but you somehow survived. Your life was on the line. They didn't think they could help you. But a miracle happend and you survived. You were in a coma for 2 weeks and when you woke up....you didn't remember anything. Nothing and nobody at all." I explained looking at her carefully as her expression changed completely to a mixture of upset, confused and angry. I watched as tears poured out of her eyes trying to comprehend and take up everything I just told her so far.

Me:"They couldn't figure out how to help you with that. They did alot of tests but...they just couldn't. We thought that your memories will come back after a few weeks bit by bit. But Selena...your life basically started at the age of eight. Well....your new life. The life you had before eight is long forgotten. Well for you..."

I stopped so she could take a break and really think about this. It actually broke me seeing her like this. I feel like such a shit person for throwing this at her out of nowhere. She definitely did not expect this. But at the same time...she deserves to know everything. I just wish at least her mum would be here to make this easier for both Selana and me. But who am I kidding. She would take it the same way as right now no matter who broke it to her.

I cleared my throat and decided to carry on.

Me:"After 2 years you got used to your family. For you it was completely normal. You didn't even cry about your dad cause you didn't remember him or the accident. Your mum did tell you that he died...just not the truth obviously. You did in a way...had it easy. I don't know how it happend. How it didn't come to you that you don't remember your child hood. You just lived normally like nothing happend. Everything was back to normal by the age of 15. Except from one thing..."