I don't mean no harm

I lost it again

Damn I lost the battle again
I became weak and surrounded of pain

I always thought I'm strong but not too much
Guess strength goes without a touche

I hope he can forgive me then
Without asking me about the when

Cause I'm not sure I can hold it together
Since he could break me and it will be forever

That's exactly why I should steer away
From him and his everything will be okay

I know he will get hurt if I did
But he shall recover like a kid

I don't think I will ever get back
I'm already high and loosing time track

I wish I could show him how it came
The thought of leaving, but I know it's lame

I gave and will keep giving him my love
Even when all this shit ends and I go above

Maybe just then I can make it up to you
By supervising you and perhaps protecting you too