I don't mean no harm

I remember

I remember that sight,
When we first met and to the edge we kept getting closer
And inside the beauty of our fake shock, we were seeing casper
But our scared souls were always meant and forced to shatter
Even to break any possible bounds without leaving any leader

I remember that light,
It was ours back then and we thought it'll be for eternity
Since we were both falling but chose to blame the gravity
We lied to ourselves over and over, till we could feel nothing but pity
Cause we should've been more thankful for our little infinity

I remember that fight,
It came when we weren't counting bottles or injections in the belt
We searched for the release thus for the hard we always went
Thought we needed rehab or at least that's how they felt
We nearly stopped it all but being together for our life to be spent

I remember that right,
Guess it's true after all, that to love IS to destroy
Since it often leave us more damaged than with joy
But that is our fault, and so having an Adonis and a toy
And being somebody else's toy is what makes us paranoid

I remember that night,
It was so black, yet so warm around you
The sky was so dull, bet she was crying for us too
Everyone was trying to help, but they never knew what to do
It was getting worse every second, so we never asked who

I remember that bright,
It was too early for our life to dig her fangs in our back
But it didn't take away that our colors were black and black
Even though we were slowly fading and forever stuck
Inside that sacrifice hole, still hearing our time's tick tack

I remember that hight,
They got jealous when you called me by that sweet nickname everyday
So they made us believe that we needed to head away
To leave each other, to exist separated and alone to stay
But little did they know about our super dangerous play