Married To You (Completed)✔

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Ohh my Fuck....

My panties were soak ....

My body was dripping with sweat...

My breathing with harsh...

This was the state I woke up in.

I just had a fucking dream about my husband and I having sex. The memories of the good times we had came rushing back faster than Usian Bolt world record. I miss him. Seeing him again, talking to him again after so long made me have feelings I have tried to keep away.

I miss the way my name rolled off him touge.

I miss his touch.

I miss lips.

I miss him, all of him.

But I can't, I can't go back to him not after all he did. He was trying to tell him about what happen back then but I knew there is something more to what he's saying I just knew. Do I even trusth myself to give him a chance to explain and a chance to make things right ? I don't know I really don't. Something feels wrong, I don't know what it is but it's just this gut feeling I have.

Rolling out of bed I went to the bathroom to do my morning routine and went to Enrique's room but he wasn't in his room panic started to rise inside me as my eyes started to water. I don't know why I'm so emotional when it comes to him, I always feel as if someone is going to try and take him from me and I can't live with that.

"Enrique" I called out my voice cracking as I felt I single tear fell down my cheek. I started opening his closet, I went to the kitchen, the living room, my room he was no where to be found. I called him numerous times but still no answer. This can't be happening, my baby is no where, no where to be found.

I felt like I was going to have a panic attack, I rushed to my room to get my phone and I called to first person who came to mind. By this time it was already ten fifteen and I been looking for him since nine forty five, approximately.

On the second ring he answered. "I- I can't find him, I can't find my baby" I sobbed uncontrolled and my whole body trembling.

"Emliy what- nevermind I'm on my way." with that he hang up. I cried so hard I felt like I was gonna pass out.

About ten minutes after I heard I Knok on the door I already knew who it was I went to open it. 

Just looking at him now makes me cry even harder. " When was the last time you saw him." he asked stepping inside. His hair was mess like he had run his fingers through them alot and his face was flushed.

"I - I put him to bed last night and this morning I woke up he -he wasn't there. I miss so sorry, this is all my fault, I'm not good mother, what if the persons who took him did something to hurt him I'll never forgive myself. I'm sorry." I sob even harder. I felt him brought his arms around me and held me in his strong embrace which I didn't resist, I needed this.

"We are gonna fine him Em, our baby is gonna be find. I'm gonna make some calls, come sit. You have nothing to be sorry about, for all I know it's something from our past. Emliy there so much you don't know. If anything happens to Enrique I'll might as well give up on life and kill myself-" I felt my body going on overdrive as he said that. Our past. Kill myself.

I release myself from him and raised my hand and slapped him arcoss him left cheek.

"Don't you ever say something like that ever again, what would you have me do if you kill yourself Huh, and what do you mean by our past, I'm so tired of the lies and secrets you keep from Liam. I'm fucking tired of them, my son is missing, our son Liam and here we are blaming each other for something. I want my son back I don't care who past this has to deal with, I want him back. " I shouted at him, he only nod and walk to the kitchen to makes some calls.