Married To You (Completed)✔

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Emily

After Liam left Enrique and I went to get some ice cream before heading home, the entire time we were at the ice cream shop I felt unease as if we were being watched but I shrugged off the feeling.

Currently we're back home and Enrique hasn't stop blabbing about tomorrow. I made lasagna for dinner along with the help of my son of course. He says he wants to become a chef. After dinner I packed a small bag of necessary items for a day, he felt asleep after I song to him.

Yes I am a very good singer, maybe not Celine Dion singing but nevertheless, I can. I think I got that from my dad.

My talk today with Liam only brought back all the hurt and betrayal he made me feel all those years ago. I wanted to believe what he said but something told me not to, one because I felt as if he wasn't telling the complete truth about what happened back then and two because I don't think I can get over the pain he caused me, atleast not this easy.

He hurt me, he left a scare and he doesn't deserve a second chance. Yea that's right, he doesn't deserve it, he doesn't deserve me. I just want him to sign the papers and I'll be free to date who ever I want without the feeling of guilt swirling around in me. Not that I really have anyone mind I want to date.

Has I layed in bed staring at the ceiling thinking about the road my life has taken, I couldn't help but cried myself to sleep. This life is frustrating, I swear if it wasn't for my baby boy I don't think I would have still be living. A person can only take so much, I'm only human.
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*Phone Ringing*

Groaning has I threw my hand on the night stand where my phone was I answered the phone.

"Hello" I spoke lethargicly.

"Hey goodnight. I guess I woke up sleeping beauty." he said in a more goofy tone.

"Yes you did, why you up go late Joe?"

"Well I was wondering if you would want a play date tomorrow?..... For the kids you know, they could get some ice cream and watch a movie." the nervous in his voice was strongly evident.

"Enrique isn't gonna stay with me tomorrow, we can always reschedule though. " my voice becoming a bit more clear from the crying early.

"Oh Ohk, well then I'll see you another time then. " his voice sounded as if he wanna me to say something else about tommorrow but instead I just replied with a simple, 'Okay'. I was about to hang up when he called my name.

"Look I'm just using the kids as an excuse to see you again, I just wanna get to know you more. Would you say yes if I asked you to go out with to watch a movie or just hang out?" he said in one breathe. OMG he's asking me out on a date, but I'm still married.

Ahh f**k it I'm getting a divorce soon anyway.

"Yes sure I'll love that, just please don't call this late again." I replied with a small chuckle.

"Really, late? It's only 10:06 I thought you would be up but OK I won't call this late again, you have my word, just wanted to ask from early out...... Anyway I'll pick you up noon tomorrow. Goodnight."

"Good night Joe." I hang up smiling unknowingly. Maybe just maybe after my divorce is final I could move on with my life and have a chance with Joe.

I went to the kitchen and pour myself some milk and place it the the microwave to warm.

*Beep*

I loved having warm milk at night, it helps me clear my mind and have a peaceful sleep. After drinking my milk I went back to bed and fall into a deep slumber.